It's all about my life~ (:

2011-12-26T23:09:00.000+08:00

it's better being alone elsewhere,
than here.

Heyy! I'm back to blogging again. like FINALLY. everything is pretty much done and over like for eg. EXAMS - all gone for the year, Prom, my trip to Melbourne etc. etc. and even CHRISTMAS, with that, before i go further, i should greet whoever who still reads my sad little blog, a

merry christmas
&
happy new year!

anyways, and again, before i go anywhere else, i should let you know that this is gonna be a picture-less blog post. I'm way too lazy and tired to upload pictures. so sorry guys! :/ HAHA. maybe another time or something. haha.

Anyways, exams were pretty nuts, i'm a little worried nowadays since results are gonna be out less than a month away! so BOOHOO! praying i credit every subject! :( and at least get an 'A'.

besides that, Prom was fun? but well, not what i expected. I expected to be like A LOT OF FUN and not so much awkward-ness. :/ but oh well... Oh, and i brought BRANDON at the very last minute. he and Apphia were good company. and they were so cute. They were soooo many cute couples and they were slow dancing which made it extra cute! HEHE. Hmmm... and I didn't take pictures with a lot of people! Pretty sad! :/

What else...... OOH! Melbourne, might just do another blogpost about it with pictures! hmm... :D in summary, it was sooooooo much fun! Loved it, didn't wanna leave at all. :( Wish i could stay there foreeever, it's like i have something to do everyday since it's the city and there's loads and heaps of things to do there. HAHA! you can practically just go out with no directions and end up with something to do. HAHA. and shopping there was AWE-SOMEEEEEEE! hahaha. loved it. love every bit of it. the only thing bad there is that it's really pricey! :( Oh well.. hahah! And yes, when i came back here, i instantly felt bored and lifeless. :( OOOH but the main reason I went to Melb was to attend my eldest sister's graduation! HAHA. so yeah,

congratulations
jas jas!
( i don't usually call her this, i just annoy her with this name. some reason, i find it funny, it's like how i cal my other sister sman man and nat nat! HAHA)

Now, let me tell you how i spent Christmas! :) HAHAHAHA. Well, on christmas eve, i had completely no plans. and had nothing to do. All i did was having dinner with my elder sisters while Nat (the youngest one) had a party to go to. HOW IRONIC RIGHT?! She came back before 12am anyways, cause she got bored. Anyways, after that, Jasmine had a plan and went out. So it was me, amanda and nat at home. we watched tv and when it was time to count down, we counted down and continued watching TV. like lifeless people. HAHA.

Christmas was better i guess, I had lunch with the entire family at Fratini's. It was goooood food. HEHEHE. went grocery shopping. then decorated the house with CNY stuff. yes, decorating the house for CNY on Christmas. HAHAHA. weird, but yeah. then we all watched Karate Kid on TV except mom. HAHA. Jaden Smith so cute. and had dinner again with the family at the Airport Restaurant. HAHA! :) YES, I HAD VERY GOOD FOOD ON CHRISTMAS. HEHEHEHEHEHEHHE. :) and then after that, went to Brandon's. HEHE! :) finally saw some friends! HAHAHA. sheet. i sound really lifeless.

Hmm... today! today, i stayed home. I felt really sick the entire day! Finally felt better at around 6pm! after a good sleep. Woke up and went to a family friend's place for dinner! :) HEHEHE.

My family don't really do the whole presents on Christmas thing. SO NO PRESENTS FOR ME! :( but overall I had a pretty good Christmas! :D HEHE.

k, i guess, that's all for now, don't wanna bore you guys with my long essays on irrelevant things. HEHE. bye! :)

2011-10-18T23:34:00.006+08:00

DASEO - TALENT SEARCH CONTEST

HEYY!

just a really short and quick update! :)

So Daseo, is having this talent search contest for models or something like that. and at the very last minute or second, i decided to....

JOIN! :)

Yeah, it was a really really last minute thing. After my Bio paper which was yesterday, i went back. hoping to rest after dinner. my sister barges in my room telling me about this competition and stuff like that. We were both thinking to join. But, it was actually the last day to enter. So.... i'm like there's no hope or chance we can actually go to the place and take a pic. and then... my sister just randomly decides to tell my mom about it and asked if she could send us. and my mom, surprisingly, said YES! So we went... HEHHE. and I HAD CHEMISTRY today. And with that, i slept through my 4am alarm till 11am. yeah, i didn't study! ): I did my last minute flipping through book thingy! PRETTY SAD!

anyways,

So the thing is, i need votes! and lots of 'em to beat other contestants. HAHA. Well, 50% is based on votes and the other is based on judges.

So, i'm asking my awesomely awesome blog readers or blogwalkers or something like that, to get on your FACEBOOK accounts and, click the link below, and click LIKE! :) oh and use your mom's, dad's, sister's, brother's, friends' facebook accounts to like too. (wait, I sound kind of desperate there.... mmhm.. HAHA )

CLICK THIS & LIKE! :))

HAHA. thanksss. :) it would mean a lot, might not win, but it's worth a shot. I joined for the fun of it. HEHEHE. :P

xx

-Rach.

P.S.// i know i look fat and awkward in the left picture. and in both pictures, i looks sleeeeeepy. :( HAHAHAHAHHAHA

2011-08-22T21:35:00.022+08:00

Baby, just say yes.

Hello, it's been ages since I blogged. I just realized I haven't blogged since like last term, which is quite sad actually. I haven't had any time to blog which is quite depressing as this blog just feels so dead. I'm just gonna randomly say things that i just feel like saying. HAHAHA.

EXAMS, Exams, exams and etc.

Obviously, exams are over. and we should all jump for joy. but for sad people like me who have super horrible results shouldn't be celebrating. My plans to study earlier for Mocks didn't turn out that well... So my results went.... down too.

Mocks were supposedly super important for me as I needed good grades to apply for colleges and stuff ( WHICH I AM SOOO NOT READY FOR! ) but due to my stupidity to not study earlier, and the inability to absorb 2years worth of work in a night, yeah, it didn't turn out well, and I'm pretty sure my mom would flip if she saw my results.

Besides that, i had wayyy too many careless mistakes this time. GAH! very depressing, i tell you. OH OH! and like.... I wasted some time doing stupid things during my study time, like.... for eg. this.

and besides that, on a Saturday night, two nights/days whatever it is, before my AMaths, which was also the last day of exams, I went to watch a movie (Cowboys and/vs. Aliens, which is really goood, well, the starting was boring, but towards the end it was pretty exciting, definitely a 5.5/ 10). so yeahh... BAD MOVE i'm telling you.I kinda regret it. my horrible results. :(

Moving on, Besides Mocks, I have O'levels to worry about now... Like apparently, i have 50? 49days left?? :( and Besides Os, i have my Voice exam and Piano Exams (which I am NO WHERE near to completing my pieces! ) to worry about. it's all about exams exams exams this year and it's pretty much driving me insane. I'm trying to focus but like for some reason, I just can't. I always have random things in my mind. and trust me, it's not exams! or anything related to it.

We'll be Alright.

I've been going out a lot lately! HEHE. Which is a goood thing, but also a bad thing at the same time. (yeah, that sentence didn't exactly make a point, did it? ) Well, let's just say, spending time and bonding with my friends is good and all but the thing is, I'm spending more time on enjoying then on studying. K whichever, whatever, fun is good anyway.

THE SAD THING ABOUT ALL THESE IS THAT, i don't have much pictures. Yes, i repeat, i don't have pictures. Which is quite sad really.... :( I don't even have pictures taken during that appreciation dinner thingy. :/ I really don't know why, i used to be into pictures and stuff like that, but now... i just dont know why. HAHAHA.

But it's all been goood. HAHA. Hmm.. let's see, I've been out with Ape, Brandon, Phil, Sia and Mick, we just sat and talk and stuff. Then, the next day, in the morning, i went to play basketball with my class and then at night it was the appreciation dinner thingy. Then, the next day, I went to bowl with the twins, gid, regene and sandra. And that very same day, at night, went to watch Basketball! The final match was really exciting. HAHAHAHA! it really stressed me out and stuff, it was just really goood. YAY, the orangeeee teaaaaam! HEHEHEHHEE. :) then, the next day, went out with supposedly the girls, but everyone bailed in the end, so it was only me, manda, my sis, phil and bian. it was all goood, watched FINAL DESTINATION! IT WAS DAMN DISGUSTING AND GORY! like ewww man, eww. HAHAHHAA. but it wasn't too bad. same old, same old, nobody lives. hahaha. i'd rate it like a 8/10 ??

some random picturessss. WHEE! (be aware of my vainess.)

My distractions during exams....

HAHA. looking dead, during exam period. :(

yeah, my sister, had to make me a krabby patty out of clay during exams and came in my room bugging me about it, during exams too. -_-

Forgot when was this actually, but probably near exams. HEHE. went to tuition. But before that went to Fab's shop. and his mom just gave me contacts to try on. HEHEHE. it was my first time. HEHE. so cool! :) notice how my eyes looked super huge. OMGZ.

MEMEMEME! :D hahaha. fringe up!

she loves to talk, never stops. my exams don't matter to her at all. SIGH.

HAHAHAHHA. she wanted to try it on me. idk why. hehehe.

KARAOKE!! :D

side-braid. my own little experiment.

and... MY AUNT'S VISIT! HEHHEHEHEHEHE

this is still so epic. omg.

karma's a bitch.

So... during one of the days, on which Mickey came over my place with the rest, he wrote on my book so, i posted this on his wall (cause he wrote it in my POA book, i'm serious)

"Hi Mickey! Please study math because your math sucks. and also stop laughing and think you are cool. If you don't know why I suddenly tell you this, I will remind you.

1+1=5
2+2=6
3+3=10
He He He He!
LoL LoL LoL LoL!
I so Cool Cool Cool Cool x3!"

and then, during my math exam, this happened.

did you spot my dumbass-ness.....

yeah, karma. full stop.

OUT AND ABOUT.

this was actually some time ago. but it still cracks me up. TOO FUNNY.

Why Phil/YI so awesome??
ans: Because his awesomeness cannot be defined.
I've no clue.

Why is Mickey so cool?

= Because he is not hot enough.

= he is too hot.

LIKE TOTAL WTF. hahahahahahahahahahahahaha.

Teacher's appreciation rehearsal / the day i went out with them boys.

meet my monkey friend, named APE. :)

chillin in McD's.

Meet my mouse friend, MICKEY! :D

yes, yes, i'm friends with animals. pretty cool ey?

the day i went bowling with 'em girls and gid. then to Douglas's workplace then Basketball! :D

-sadly i have absolutely no pics while we were bowling. pretty sad. ):

- besides that, don't have pics of the game too! :(

Meet gideon.

HE HAS A TAIL. (get what I mean? HEHEHEHEHHE)

when all the girls bailed on me except Manda! :)

HEY BABY GIRL WHAT YOU DOING TONIGHT.
-met phil and fab too. HEH.

random shots, here and there.

huge strawberryy! :D

while waiting for satay to be tapau-ed.

my tomboy-ish self back then and chubby cute her, currently monstrous.

COFFEE, MACAROON, book.

IS SHE CHINGCHONG ENOUGH FOR YOU? AHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA.

Judge yourself, before you dare judge me.
Recently, I've been hearing shit about me. I honestly do not know why... but Whatever, i'll just shrug it off. Cause i know my friends and people who know me, will know the real me and what kind of a person I am. :)

don't make me point a scissors in your face, you won't like it.
I dont know, i just felt like saying that. all I've got too say is don't go over that limit, don't cross that line, you won't wanna push my crazy button. :)

B-e-a-utiful -Megan Nicole

falling in love with this song.

Hmm... nothing else to say. really. and I REALLY HAVE NO IDEA WHAT's WITH THE RANDOM PEOPLE IN MY TAG BOX. totally unknowns. HEHEHEHE. k bye. x. :)

-the picture quality sucks. and i really don't know how to fix it. :( SIGH.

*edit* Just deleted those random tags! HEHEHEHE.

2011-05-31T20:02:00.003+08:00

I'm not crazy,
i'm just a little unwell.

Hello, hello. yes, I know i haven't been blogging for about 2 months. I can honestly tell you, I have no idea what I have been doing lately. but for about a month or so... I have been

studying?
No, this was not some pose, i was actually studying while my sis was playing with my phone's camera.

Just doing random things. LIKE THIS (drinking from the carton, OH YEAH). hahaha.

Yeah, I really don't know what I usually do with my free time besides sleep. I used the computer but I usually just tweet. and that's about it. HAHA. OH! and I watch tv shows. HAHA(:

EXAMS & FOOD & STUFF.

I had my June exams and it was alright. well, english wasn't too bad. Just MALAY! GAH, My malay was done really really really badly. and to make it more worst, my Malay tuition teacher has been giving me lots and lots of imbuhan to make me feel soooo guilty. STUPID QUESTION 3. The thing is, I did the wrong questions due to my lack of confidence. so yeah... greeaaat huh? Just gonna hope that I can actually credit! :) besides June Os. MYEs was really bad as well, I got some papers back already and they're all like really bad all 60s, and only for Maths I can actually score an A. OH and besides, that I almost freaking failed my CHEM! just great. And yes, I've learnt my lesson NOT to freaking study the night before, therefore, I'm gonna start studying for Mocks, a month earlier! that is, I hope I can and my laziness does not overcome me. :| GAH. oh well.. haha.

So there was once, tuition ended 2 hours earlier than my orals, but i had no other transport to go to school around that time, I asked pat to drop me of at school. Her mom (Pat's family is soooo nice. hehe.) saw that no one was in school yet, so she suggested that me and pat should go eat or something, and then she'll send me back. So we went to Patisserie. We talked and stuff.

I had a cupcake and..

this thingy. I don't know what it's called, but it had lots of fruits in it and cream! HAHA.

PAT! She and her giant burger! HEHE.

HAHA. The cupcake wasn't too bad, but that fruit thingy, tasted alright, just really creamy and it didn't taste sweet or anything, just the taste of cream. which was weird but not too bad. haha.

Then! the next day, I had my voice lessons, then before that I needed to eat something since I was getting hungry sooo... I ate... Bakerlyn's Strawberry Shortcake! Which i heard was really really really good from Jaywen! So I decided to try one! and yes, yes! It's really good! (: haha.

BOX! HAHA.

CAKE! :) HEHEHE. mmhmm~

24th May 2011.

The day exams ended. The night I went out. and also the night before flying off to KL. :)

So, I went out with what was suppose to be about 8 people. but ended up with 3! So, I planned this little outing with some of my closest friends (year 10s). But in the end most of 'em couldn't go. So.. yeah. Ended up with Gid, Phil and WeiChun! Oh, and then Amanda, Fabian, Jean and Bin Wei was there too, they had their outing too! and the Form 5 guys as well. And my sister and her friends too!

It was a pretty interesting day with A LOT of twist and turns. and yes, I felt really blur and felt really really really horrible! :(

GETTING READY

-edited this, hehehe! the colour sucks though.
(this is not me, but my sister!)

Me and Natalie outside! Taking pictures! HEH.

HEHEHE.

O-U-T! :)

amanda & jean! :) HEHEHE.

the awesome possums.
(no, actually it's just me, they're not awesome at all! HEHEHEHE. jk)

With Jean. HEHEHE.

With Amanda! (: heheehhehehe.
-we have even more vain pictures in someone's poor ipod touch. Not only one person's iPod touch, probably 3 or something. HAHAHAHHAHAHA. we so awesome.

This is phil. Say 'hi' to phil. HEHE. random.

KL TRIP!

I shall post pictures and write a description. HEHEHE. :)

- I saw this, and I'm like WHUUT? This scared me! I don't wanna have this problem, and yes, it reminded me of me! -

First thing, after we landed. After going to my uncle's house and all that. My mom had to go see her Physcitrist. A while after her talk with the doctor. She asked me in, I was scared at first. But, in the end, it was to talk about taking Physcology, being a Physcitrist. He explained how unstable the job was! and that even Pharmacist might not be a good choice! and when I said something to do with Food. He said it wasn't too good either, and said, I had to come up with a good product then I'd be successful. So yeah, it got me thinking about what I wanted to take as a Major in Uni. :| hmm...

AFTER THAT. at night, my mom and I went to my aunt's house to sleepover for a night ( but it turned out, i slept over there almost the whole time, except the last night). She and her husband went out to buy DVDs and asked if I wanted to go and I said Yes, and at first my mom didn't allow, but then she changed her mind. In the car, my uncle was like "Me and your Ah yee, go pak toh (dating), you become lamp post ah!" HAHA. So after buying DVDs, we ate LOK LOK! :) It's like fish balls, quail eggs, squid, and just other stuff on a stick! and then brought to boil (yes, look at the picture, it gives a clearer picture! )

2nd Day! :)

I had my dentist appointment. Therefore, I had to go to Times Square! After adjusting, my teeth really felt like someone punched them, it hurt more than usual, maybe because the doctor did a lot of things, since my mom wanted it to be all done before next year! :| So yeah, it HURT sooo bad! But luckily, I had...

STARBUCKS! hehe, it numbed my teeth for a while! HEHE. which felt sooo goood! :) hahaha

VAIN VAIN VAIN!
- this was a fail, because the logo wasn't there-

YES YES! Must take second picture! HAHA! :) see the logo now? OH YEAH. haha! :)

Then, I went to KLCC! :|

I felt sooo POOOR! in there, everything was sooo branded and so classy! And some shops had guards at the doors, yes, they have DOORS! Which was really cool. And most of the sales person are Male. Like even for handbags and stuff! HEHE. and YES! there were a few cute ones! HEHEHEHEHE.

Oh Oh! and I went to Topshop. AND I was like !@#$%^&*() gawd damn it, I wanted almost everything! but I didnt have the money! Everything was sooo pretty! :| GAH~ I wish I was a super rich kid sometimes, and my parents would spoil me with all these pretty clothes! MUAHAHAHHHA! Then again, that's just bad! nyeh.

-Fetch me my jimmy choo flip flops,
Where is my pink prada tote?-
( Lyrics: HSM's Fabulous)

CHANEL!

- the only thing I bought from KLCC! was this watch. HAHA! always wanted a swatch watch, no actually, a watch! So i bought this!

After that, I went back to my aunt's house since my mom had an appointment. Then it went on till about 5 something. and mom wanted to go back to my uncle's house. there wasn't any taxis till about 6pm. While waiting, my aunt came back! and she managed to convince my mom into letting me stay at her place instead of going back to my uncle's. It's not like I don't like it there, it's just, I was afraid I might not have transport to go Sunway with my cousin on Saturday! :| So yeah..

3rd Day!

This picture, makes the food look so unapatizing! But it was quite good okay! Yes, this was breakfast! hahaha. After that, went to my aunt's office so she could finish up a bit of her work before sending me and my cousin to One Utama! haha. But in the end, she didn't. Her worker sent us! HAHA.

After few hours of walking, I went to this Waffle Place called, Waffle World. I, once, came here with my elder sister, Amanda. Yes, it reminded me of her. HAHA! :) Waffles there were really really really good! :D

Looks soo goood?! No?

And yes, I did, at least, cheer myself up, eating. Since I couldn't seem to find any nice clothes to buy! ):

After another hour of walking, went to cold storage, to buy snacks for my cousin. THEN! I saw this! HAHA. JELLY BELLYs(: hahha. my elder sisters used to buy this for us from Aust. I didnt really like it, so they never bought them for us anymore. hahaha. Took this picture, cause I felt like it was sooo COOOL. haha.

They look like real cakes no? Believe it or not, the whole thing is actually made of jelly. HAHAHA. I felt so amuzed by this. HAHAHA. So, I bought like a small container of it. RM 10. Not that nice tho. Oh well..

4th Day!

So, I didnt take any pictures that day. I went to Sunway Pyramid with my cousins! and some friends. HAHA! :)

After that, went back to my Uncle's place. Then went out and ate dinner with them. After that, went back home and packed! and did my stuff. and at about 1am, we went to eat Supper! Ate Paper Dosai again! Still so goood, but this time, it was a bit too crunchy. But still good. HAHA. then my aunt and uncle were looking at this FAT MAN! who ate like 3 portions of food which included Nasi Lemak, Roti Tissue and Maggi Mee accompanied with 3drinks. we were like WOAHHHHH~ HAHAHA. he was really FAT, like no offence. but seriously.

5th Day! ( Last Day)

Went out to eat Curry Mee! It was really good but spicy. I dont know why but it is spicier this time or something. Then I went back to the house again. and my aunt started feeding the puppies! :) really really cute! :) like... mini versions of dogs. so cute! haha.

CUTE! No? haha. it looks sad though. It wanted to go out to play! Heh.. but too bad.

Aunt feeding the puppy! :D

bits.

While I was in my aunt's house! I played a lot of MONOPOLY and CLUEDO CARDS with my cousins and even my aunt. :) There was a day where my aunt was playing Mahjong, then me and my cousins and friend were playing cards, suddenly we stopped around 1am almost 2am, we went to eat McD's! :D HAHAHA. so fun, getting to eat McD's at that time. HEHEHE. Then after that, we went back and played cards again. till about 3am. and stopped. After my aunt finished Mahjong which was about 3am ++ almost 4am, she asked us to play with her CARDS again! it was really funny, for some reason. HAHAHA.

Most of the pictures posted are from my phone's camera! NOT BAD RIGHT? for a phone. Okay, i should really thank my friends for the phone! HEHE! :) the only pictures not taken by the phone are those during the OUTING and the watch! :D and that's it. HEHEHE! :)

Okay, okay, that's all I have for now! :) till the next time, bye! x. (:

2011-03-12T20:52:00.002+08:00

Guitar Shirts.

19february2011, GMTA. :)

Hello theree! :) finally got the time to blog. so, i shall try to summarize what had happened.

Lion Dance.

so on the 19th of February, I went to watch the Chung Hwa Lion Dance thing which was obviously held in Chung Hwa. :) Went with Fab, My sis and Yi. then later, phil and gang joined! :) HAHA. It was quite interesting but then again, couldnt watch the whole thing as our seats got taken in the end because we ALL went out during the break and mingled too long and yeah. When i was there, i saw tons of people who i havent seen in a long time. D: like for example, xiaobryan, kenny, angel and some others who i can't seem to remember now. so yeah. By the time we got our seats back, we were in time to watch the glow in the dark dragon. pretty interesting. but again, i didnt watch the whole performance, as i had to leave to watch a movie with my family. HEHE.

Glowsticks.

Oh yeahh. chewing on glowsticks. :) HEHEHE. cool ppl. :D

HAHA. cool ppl part 2. ;)

ehseh.

dak dong chiang. :D

Dance, lion, dance. :)

Performance.

3lions.

cool hair bro. :)

if you can spot the dragon and the ball thingy. :) HEHEHEHE.

Following Day.

So right after that day, I went out again. First i went to Fabian's house. Because well, the whole family wasn't home, so i might as well, GO OUT TOO. hehehe. So when i went there, Phil was there, since he slept over (at the very last minute, when he sent fab home ) then after that we planned to go mall following Fabian's car but somehow Yi came and fetch us to Mall along with Fred and friends. So yeah, nothing special. Just watched movie and ate. etc. :)

@ the goh's. oh and that's the outfit that had so many probs. apparently.

then next few days i don't know what happened. Just some events I remember not ALL. but the next following days, I probably was home, or out with my family. Cause it was the few days before my 2elder sisters went back to Melb.

27th February 2011.

That was the day my sisters left. It was really sad that they had to go especially having them here for like 3whole months. :/ Saddest thing was that when they went on their own mini holiday trips to KK on their own, i knew they'd come back. but this time they weren't. well, not until the end of the year. Sighh.... it was just so sad. So sad, that i even cried for those two annoying people! Oh well.. miss them. but thank god, there's something called the INTERNET and SKYPE. oh yeahhhhh. hahahaha. ;)

next few days, I probably didn't go out. I had tests to study for. :|

Something they call TESTS.

So, i had my assessment tests on the first week of March. From the 1st till the 5th. yes, only 4days. but about 2 to 3 subjects per day. and on those very days, i could already tell I DID REALLY BADLY! it was all badly done, i felt like i took it all very lightly, since it was only the first test, but i thought wrong, i am suppose to be CONSTANT! with my results. but sighh... oh well.. what's done has been done. Try again next time. [oh wait, there won't be a next time, because the next times, will be BIG exams! D: sighh. ]

SPORTS!

Right after tests which is the 5th of March, I had i to go to the padang. for a MACDOUGALL practice. No, you can't blame us, for cheating or anything, we got permission okay? :) HEHE. it was really good bonding time for the macdougalls! :D HEHE. very good memories. and i definitely felt closer to them now. :) HEHE. then few days later, on the 8th, it was finally the heats of some events and finals for some events. I was put in 200m, 400m and 4 x 400m.

due to my suckiness, i lost in my individual events, but they were heats anyway, and plus i knew i couldn't run those distances. and other ppl were wayy faster. HAHA. 200m, i stopped cause i realized my thighs hurt like mad! D: like for real, mad. hahahaha. then 400m, i started walking after running 300m of the race. HAHAHAH. then without realizing Yedi was behind, i stopped and walked and even got a 100plus from Atiah who was walking past. HAHAHA.

but yeah. but in my 4 x 400m event. I ran with the awesome macdougall people who were Apphia (1st runner), Li Jie (2nd Runner) and Yassy ( 3rd runner). I was last which was quite scary. HAHA. By the time Yassy passed the baton to me, we were ahead of the Cornwalls by like an entire round. So i started to run, and again towards the last 100m, i couldn't finish it. But with people cheering me on and some even running with me, encouraged me to run! before losing to the Cornwalls since they were like about 100m behind. So, I RAN! and i was amazed by the people who actually help me and encouraged me to run, the funny part was that, i barely know them. HAHA. but yeah, i finished it in the end. and almost died. apparently, according to people, i opened my mouth really unglam-ly and i was really really really pale. hahaha. BUT i was really happy i could finish. I almost let the Macdougalls down. D: in the end, we came in 3rd. :)

Karen and I playing with that flexible pole thingy. HAAHAH. pole. ;)

L-O-V-E. :)

Karen and I. :)

me, Fab (ewwww), and Nad. :)

OH YEAHHH. the slow motion walk/ run. OH YEAHHH. :)

karen, nad, and I. :) hahhaa. the rest didnt really wanna take pics. or the pics were ugleh. HAHAHAA. yeah, cause most of the pics, my hair was just eww. HAHA.

OUTINGS.

So, back to the 6th of March. I went out with Jay, Yi, Fab and Nat. Jay was a sorta last minute person to call. Well, i was really upset that day, due to some stuff with my usual bunch of friends. But in the end the day turned UPSIDE DOWN. hehe. i had a lot of fun with everyone. THE SCARIEST part was that, i had to go to yi's house whose parents knew we were together. and it was really weird to be meeting the parents like after we broke up like a long while ago. haha. But his parents are really cute. In a way that, they still think me and yi are together and a lot of things. hahahahha. it's even scarier cause his house had guests! D: HAHA. and one of which was my mom's friend. So yeah.. HAHAH. So after yi's house went to pick up Jay and off we go to Times Square. :) HEHE.

bits and pieces.

TESTS results came right after tests. On the exact day we ended tests, we got our bio papers back! and then the following days we got all our papers back, literally ALL OUR PAPERS BACK ALREADY!! I feel that, this term, i test results are really horrible and all my grades are down the drain and all really bad. I guess it was my lack of focus during these 3months. and my lack of sleep and lack of listening to my teachers ( as I admit, i sleep in class a lot especially when my sisters were still around, cause i usually am very tired and sleep very late, when they're around) and it's just a lack of a little bit of this and that. and apparently, i think teachers are also complaining. sighh... And I realized, that days are passing by really quickly and I really put more of my focus on studying and less on everything else as I really don't have THAT much time left. SO, i will be more focused on my studies nowadays well with a little bit of fun on my way. :) HEHE. and when I say BAD, it is really bad. like NO CREDIT bad! D:

Next! My family even with and without Jas and Manda here is really into movies nowadays. Like almost every weekend we'll be watching a movie. HAHA. and my mom is totally loving watching movie. just just now, when my sister said, wanna watch movie, she was like WHAT MOVIE WHAT MOVIE? :D :D :D :D hahahaha. but in the end we didn't go. I'm too lazy. haha. So far, i've watched, the tourist, sanctum 3d, 127hours, i love hongkong, drive angry and i can't really remember. but i love watching movies noww! HEHEHE.

Oh! and we've got a new piano! :D YAY. haha. it's not exactly new, since it's second hand. But it's way way way better then the old one which sounded really annoying. hahaha. and eventho it's second hand, it seems pretty new. :) HEHE.

Besides that, i've been really addicted to iTouch games recently. like really addicted. i'm like playing tiny wings like mad now. before that it was Doogiepang, before that it was Vege Samurai and before that it was Fruit Ninja. HAHA. it's soo mental. and talking about games, since CS is damn old school now, I'd like to play a new shooting game, for eg. COD or L4D. I don't know which is better, any recommendations? HAHA. I just feel like playing a new shooting game nowadays. HEHE.

Blazers, button downs, ties.

pants, skits, and cute white tops. :)

That is the topic i'd like to talk about. which happened, just today. So, I attended the opening ceremony of BGIC this year. Because well, I felt I should just look around and see what's all the hype about. and now, now, I know. It's pretty interesting how they're all speaking and talking like as if it's for real and how they're like REAL representatives for each country in the UN and how it's all done. And they all look so smart and formal.

So from my point of view, BGIC is just an event where you improve your public speaking skills, debating skills, social skills & etc.. You meet different people of different parts of the world as people from other countries are also participating. it's really cool! ;D

As an observer, i went to different rooms to check out what they were talking about. Different topics, different people and just interesting things. HAHA. and it's funny how every room there's at least one of the SAS participants who are Pat, Chuan-Yi, Nathan, Armin, Hoe Wei, Ka Yong, Sam, Jing Wei, Yassy, Rirah.

I find it interesting as they use terms like 'this delegate' , 'the delegate of ... ' , 'the chair' and things like that. It's really interesting to watch somehow. :) but then again, i still don't get the cos something sub something. where they have to agree or not agree and cross out something. mmhmm.. haha. and i don't really get the full procedure. heh..

and along with all those cool stuff, I realized there is a lot of Caucasion (white people) - i had to wiki this cause i don't exactly know how to say angmo in english, anyways, i didn't realize there were so many of them. and I must say, the girls all look really pretty and the guys are really really cute!! haha. :) besides that, the asian guys are quite cute too!! :D HAHA.

And, during this event, i think i'm closer to JO now. :) HEHE. as well as Baz, Naz, Jos, Atikah, Li Jie. i think that's all. and I think I made new friends like Atikah, who i don't know, and Nathan? haha. the rest not so much. and Oh, i met some of Pat's friends too. HEHE.

OH! and today, i got chuan yi in trouble! D: i feeeeel soooo bad. but you can't blame me! right, chuan yi, right?! :P HAHA. he got a 'first warning' for using his phone and messaging so much during the meeting? conference? idk. and got caught and warned? haha. and it was me he was texting. Hahaha! :S i'm sorrrry man. hahaha. :) message some more lah. :P HEHE.

HEHE. so yeah, that's all i gotta say. :) HEHE.

oh and Chuan Yi, HI! :) See i mentioned you in my blog, be grateful! :P HEHE. jk. :) Delegate of Austria, Political, Forum 2. ;) hehehe. see, i remember. I'm awesome-r than you right? :) haha.

k. till here. goodbye. and goodnight. x!

2011-02-14T21:50:00.004+08:00

14th February 2011

Hello there! :D HEHE. first of all, i wanna greet all my blogreaders,

GONG XI FA CAI
(in mandarin)

GUNG HEI FAAT CHOI

(in cantonese)

KUNG HII FATT CHOI

(in Hakka)

HEHE. the three dialects i kinda know bits and pieces but then again, it's still kinda inapropriate wish everyone luck for some reason! HAHA. so it should be,

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR.

Xin Nien Kuai Le

Sen Nin Fai Lok

Sin Ngien Kai Lok

I know it's a bit of a late greet and I'm sorry. It's cause I didn't have internet back in Tawau and when i came back was welcomed with tons of homework to do. So yeah! ): and my free time are either out to visiting (so far, I've visited Phil's, Fabian's, The Wong Twins', and Alystair's places, ALL REALLY FUN. except for Fabian's (i had a breakdown, for some reason, but before certain people came, i was HAVING LOADS of fun), Thanks to all these people who invited and those coming soon o.o ) or doing school stuff (pracs & national day practices) So therefore, no updates.

But before, i go into anything else, i shall wish everyone,

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!

Hope everyone's enjoying this special day that comes only once a year and all about love! HEHE. Spread the love. (L)

okay, now i can move on, HEHE. So today, obviously, it was Valentine's day. haha. First thing I was wide awake which was usually in school when i walk that 3flight of stairs to my class. the first thing that came in my mind was the song "Ji Mo Ji Mo Jiu Hao (Just Let Me Be Lonely)" by Hebe which is weird cause i seldom listen to that song and barely knew it. and it was so weird and really ironic since today was all about love and all that. so i was like WHAAAAAAAAT?! hahaha. weird. and no, I do not have a Valentine just in case anyone was wondering, o.o

I saw roses in the 10G class and though, it's been long since I saw and even got a rose. and I was like Aww.. these people all so sweet lah, give to their classmates and teachers. HAHA.

Moving on, in the afternoon, i went to Gadong after Tuition (but before that i went to school, HEH), 'cause my eldest sister wanted to cut her fringe for the 1234567890th time since she came back. HAHA. so i followed and went to Mall since i didn't wanna waste time waiting. haha. So, Natalie and I walked to the Mall.

First i went to get Credit. then i went on to meeting Brandon and gang for a bit, since he actually invited me but i was too tired to even stay, but i was a tad bit too late since they were just about to watch a movie. then after that, i went with my sister to get her screen protector. and i saw Paulson and Jared. then after, Phil texted and told me he was there too. so i went back up and look for them. and talked a bit then went down to look for my sister! HEHE. Oh and we ate CHOCOLATE CREPES while we were that, (Y). mmmmmm.... hahaha, (;

OH OH! and i went to my Dad's company dinner last night! haha. We were all so dressed up! HEHE. and my dad's boss's kids are all so grown up. the eldest one who is like 11 looks like she's my age and she's really TALL. ahahaha. i feel tiny. hahah! D:

SO, if you wanna know what i did in Tawau, this was what i did. SO! i was there for about a week. First scene i made was to fight with my elder sister over a phone line, it wasn't my fault, that she always takes other people's things without asking earlier. GRRRR. hahaha. So yeah. hahaha. then, everything ended up alright.

So.. next few days, i forgot what we did. A lot of sleeping, i did actually HEHEHE. haha. anyways, during CNY eve, went to My Uncle's house to have a huge family dinner! HEHE. and on that night, DOUGLAS was back there too. TEEHEE! (since the night he came back, we never not go out at night! HAHA, yum cha! and visiting. HEHE. ) and then after dinner, as i mentioned, we went out.

During the first day, we had lion dances at our place. Mostly family came and some family friends. then the next day, we yet again had lion dance on which more people came. therefore, i wore a cheongsam! HEHE. then on the third day, boredom strucks. nothing better to do so we went to a cafe with our laptops and went online! HAHAHA. but on that very day, nobody was online for me to chat with, which was quite sad, really. AHAHA.

Then on the fourth day, we went to my Aunt's house cause she was having lion dances as well as ki lin dances ( I do not know how to explain what Ki Lin is! it's like an ancient animal? that's bigger than the lion, as in ranking wise. ) haha. then after that, we went to Douglas's girlfriend's house to gamble. HAHA.

On the Fifth day, we went around town with daddy! -shopping, fixing my sister's laptop key, and just driving 'round. OH and ate sushi too. And at night, i was suppose to go to dinner with my aunt cause she had this wedding dinner thing to go to and her husband was busy, therefore asked me, but then in the end she didn't go and I ended up going to dinner with the family including my grandma and my cousin. then to Douglas's Gf's house again since she was having an open house event. haha. A while when we were there, there was current, not until a bit later, there wasnt! D: haha. (this usually happens in Tawau, the no current thing, i don't know what's up with that, but it ALWAYS happens! ) Then after that, we switched to going to VedaBlue an Ice-cream place! HEHE. and after that, we went home and it's our turn to NOT have current and it came back on only at like 2AM!? D: and we were suppose to pack! D: luckily we got everything done, in time! HAHA.

some things, i'd like to say is that, I ATE A LOT! D: hahaha. like a pig! D: hahaha. therefore, i definitely gained weight, if i'm not wrong. D: booo. hahaha. and the few days before, i went to this shopping place named Eastern Plaza like twice, cause there weren't any other shopping places. :S haha, and we mostly go to Kupota Square to yum cha or at least pass by or drive around there. HAHA. [relaxing cafe, sushi place, seafood restaurant, oh and the 100Yen shop -where i bought ipod cable and phones and some other japanese stuff. are all in Kupota Square ]

OH! and i saw few celebs back in Tawau. HAHA. i'm not sure if they're really counted celebs or not, but i saw Pink Tan ( Chen Ke Ping - Xing Guang Bang) and some korean guy from Xing Guang Bang also -seriously, don't know his name, but apparently his from XGB. and i saw CHEN WEI QUAN at the airport! HEHEHEHHE.

I shall post some pics. for the fun of it. I DONT HAVE MUCH, cause i didnt have the camera, and i felt like it was a burden to have all the pics with me. so therefore, it's all with either Amanda or Natalie. hahaha. So lazy. just some random shots from the iTouch (most of them are edited! :S i don't know to say if it's good or bad), cause the camera pics are with Manda! D: and you will realize that amanda's mostly not in the pics, that's cause she's always busy doing something else, or i take pics with her only on her camera. HAHA. and in most of the pics that has me, i loook FAT! D: and weird.

PACKING! It was so hard to pick what to bring, especially my shoes. I LIKED ALL OF 'em. and I wished i could bring it all, but i couldnt! D: so i picked three of 'em only.

OUTFIT! otw to Tawau. haha. this was in KK AirAsia airport [ i don't like this airport very much, i liked the KK airport better]. HEHE.

Relaxing Cafe. haha. INTERNET. hahaha. :) we spent almost an entire day here.

the four of us. HEHE.

-eeyer, i look like got double chin, CHAM LIAO LOO.

this is so CUTE! this was taken in the Sushi place. i forgot the name. but yeah. SO CUTE! haha. The owl is sooo cute!

Muscles. ;) HEHE. i liked this. Except that it had too MUCH mayo! D: haha. that thing is really burning. Burning Dry Ice, i think?! sushi place.

Jellies! haha. sushi place too.

Guava Apple drink! HEHE. for clear complexion. -sushi place.

the last dinner there. Ate at this Seafood restaurant in Kupota. I likeed the dinner. mmmmmhmmm. shark's fin soup and everything else. (Y) and in this picture we were making paper money hearts. ;) HEHE. "please don't play with me, my paper heart will bleed"

Jasmine and I. HAHA. otw back to Brunei.

jasmine and I again. For the Company Dinner. HEHHEE. :)

Natalie and I! HEHE. i loike this pic.

-didn't get to take pic with manda, cause she was out! D:

haha. so yeah. this is the end. :) HEHE. nights x. ;) happy valentine's once again.

wo ji mo, ji mo, jiu hao. :/ - Hebe

2011-01-25T19:21:00.001+08:00

Not Pretty Enough
by Kasey Chambers

Am I not pretty enough?
Is my heart too broken?
Do I cry too much?
Am I too outspoken?
Dont I make you laugh?
Should I try it harder?
Why do you see right through me?

I live, I breathe, I let it rain on me,
I sleep, I wake, I try hard not to break,
I crave, I love, Ive waited long enough,
I try as hard as I can.

Am I not pretty enough?
Is my heart too broken?
Do I cry too much?
Am I too outspoken?
Dont I make you laugh?
Should I try it harder?
Why do you see right through me?

I laugh, I feel, I make believe its real,
I fall, I freeze, I pray down on my knees,
I hope, I stand, I take it like a man,
I try as hard as I can.

Am I not pretty enough?
Is my heart too broken?
Do I cry too much?
Am I too outspoken?
Dont I make you laugh?
Should I try it harder?
Why do you see right through me?

Why do you see, why do you see, why do you see right through me?
Why do you see, why do you see, why do you see right through me?
Why do you see, why do you see, why do you see right through me?
Why do you see, why do you see, why do you see right through me?

2011-01-25T18:26:00.002+08:00

Baby, Please Don't Go.

Helloo. I just got back from school. and I felt like blogging about the day. And I don't feel like showering now, well, cause i feel like resting. HEHE. anyways, just sent Fabian home just just now. and he was saying he had never stayed back til this late, which is really weird. HAHAHA.

Stayed back cause I had basketball training/tryouts. :) hehe. it was FUN. but, but, but, exhausting. and i think i ran too much. my thighs hurts like MAD seriously. I can feel a lump of muscle aching in my thighs. : One thing i'm worried about is NOT getting into the Basketball team. That'll suck BIG TIME. And i won't be able to make it for other practice/training/ tryouts cause I'm gonna be in Tawau. So i'm really worried. Oh well... OH OH and this is gonna be awkward and weird, but i just feel like sharing it, cause it's hilarious! While playing ball half-way my ~~bra strap~~ came out, like WTF. hahaha. and i was like oh shit why is something dangling on me, and i realized it was my bra strap. BLONDE MOMENT man. : HAHAHAHA but oh well.. hahaha. :)

After that, i rested a while. cause of the ache in my thighs. then it Basketball ended and blah. haha. So me and esther and my sis were sitting under the tree near the canteen. and We saw a couple of Yr 9 guys playing with a water-filled balloon. and Fabian was like doing really weird things to it. and we were like it looks like boob and whatever shit. HAHA. then esther was like It looks like condom, filled with sperms. and something about it being white. HAHAHA. maybe it's fabian's sperm. AHAHAA. it was sooo hilarious. and like when the balloon burst, she was like OHH, the sperms all on the ground already. and like said they're tadpoles or something like that. really sick. BUT REALLY FUNNY at the same time. FUNNY. and what's even worst, after the burst, there were bubbles and it looks really wrong from far. HAHA.

After that, i went on to playing Netball eventhough my thighs hurt, cause well... i felt like doing something rather than to sit there doing nothing. and plus, i think they didn't have enough people. Oh well... hahaha. But yeah, FUN! :D HEHEHE.

Like i mentioned in my previous post, i had voice lessons after school. and Yes, i did go to lesson. and walked all the way from Kiulap to School. My sister was with me, and she sounded like one of those biggest losers walking miles and miles but her distance was wayy shorted and she isn't fat even. -____- hahahha. oh and before we started our journey, we bought 2 cups of Coconut Jelly Green Tea. HEHEHEHE. (A) i loike. haha.

Oh and during school hours, we had a new MIB teacher whose name i forgot again. Cikgu Siti something. hahaha. I can tell everyone kinda misses Ckg. Wan. D: Oh and and today, we were told that the councils needed to go for National Day practices! D: i don't really wanna go cause of going under the heat, but i guess, it should be fine, that is, IF I DON'T MISS ANY LESSONS/ PRACTICALS especially Physics and A.Maths and Chem and POA. D:

nothing much to say now, goodbye! :) x

2011-01-24T23:12:00.001+08:00

If It Meant A Lot To You
-A Day to Remember.

And hey darling,
I hope you're good tonight.
And I know you don't feel right when I'm leaving.
Yeah, I want it but no, I don't need it.
Tell me something sweet to get me by,
'Cause I can't come back home till they're singing

La, la la la, la la la,
Till everyone is singing

If you can wait till I get home,
Then I swear to you that we can make this last.
(La la la)
If you can wait till I get home,
Then I swear come tomorrow, this will all be in our past.
Well it might be for the best.

And hey sweetie,
Well I need you here tonight,
And I know that you don't wanna be leaving me
Yeah, you want it, but I can't help it.
I just feel complete when you're by my side,
But I know you can't come home till they're singing

La, la la la, la la la,
Till everyone is singing.
La, la la la, la la la.

If you can wait till I get home,
Then I swear to you that we can make this last.
(La la la)
If you can wait till I get home,
Then I swear come tomorrow, this will all be in our past.
Well it might be for the best.

You know you can't give me what I need.
And even though you mean so much to me,
I can't wait through everything,
Is this really happening?
I swear I'll never be happy again.
And don't you dare say we can just be friends.
I'm not some boy that you can sway.
We knew it'd happen eventually.

La, la la la, la la la,
Now everybody's singing.
La, la la la, la la la,
Now everybody's singing.
La, la la la, la la la,
(If you can wait till I get home)
Now everybody's singing.
La, la la la, la la la,
(Then I swear we can make this last)
Now everybody's singing.

La, la la la, la la la,
(If you can wait till I get home)
Now everybody's singing.
La, la la la, la la la,
(Then I swear we can make this last)
Now everybody's singing.
La.

2011-01-24T21:16:00.003+08:00

You and Me.

Heyy! So.. i shall talk about relationships and people. Just in case of any misunderstandings and rumours. First things first, I am not in a relationship with Gideon. :) We are just friends, well, very very very close friends. :) Yeah, you may see me talking to him and hanging out with him a lot and that if his alone or down or anything, i'd be there to ask him if his alright. Well, cause he's a really really really nice person despite his annoying attitude. BUT, we are just friends, nothing more than that, for now. "For now" because anything can happen in the future and i don't wanna jinx it. and no, i'm not with Chuan Yi either, we're just friends who chat a lot. HAHA. :) yeah, point is, I AM NOT WITH ANYONE FOR NOW. ;) [i'm saying this 'cause i get people saying that i'm with Gideon and/or that I'm with Chuan Yi or whoever. ]

Next! People. I have to say, some people just HAVE to think TWICE before speaking or doing anything. Somethings said and actions are HURTFUL and just plain MEAN. and no, i'd like to say that i'm not THAT sensitive. it's just that things said are just mean. and it gets even more annoying when there's more than one person. and they're being really MEAN or just ~~bitchy~~ . Not that i'm saying they're a ~~bitch~~ , it's just their actions are just... fulstop. and no, no names mentioned, just something i'd like to say. :D HEHE.

Moving on, nothing much has happened. my life is boring and sleepless. I keep falling asleep in class. especially today, during the first two periods which was Biology and Mrs. Jisha was explaining, i kept closing my eyes despite my tries to OPEN them as big as i could and with Ren Jie's help of waking me up by poking me. I still couldn't stay awake. and I got called by Mrs. Jisha twice. which is just sad, once was already enough. D': OMG. i shall sleep earlier these days, to reduce the size of my gigantic eyebags and to STAY AWAKE and ENERGETIC in school. :) HEHE. [i always say this but it never works out.]

My life is boring but still my schedules like full. : I had like meeting today, then tuition. tomorrow i'd have voice lesson then basketball. But tomorrow is a very ENJOYABLE day. HEHE. but on Wednesday, i'll have Bio Practicals and then tuition at night. Thursday, i'm having Chemistry Practicals. Friday, i have piano lessons. then Saturday, i have physics practicals. [yes, mostly just education ] and on sunday, I AM FLYING OFF! LIKE UP UP HERE WE GOOOO! HEHE. gonna go Tawau for CNY. :) Can't wait. I needa short short break from all the works. : mhhmm.. haha.

[just in case you're wondering where Tawau is, i will show you. ]

- See how near it is to Brunei? HAHA. if you still can't spot Tawau it's on the bottom right corner of the picture. ;) HAHA. see the plane. TEEEHE. haha.

So.. i paused from blogging and went to ask mommy where am I from. and she was like you want to come from where. and then went on saying if you come from KL more proud issit? HAHA. and i was like noooooooo. ahhaha. because it's true, i can come from anywhere. ;) HEHE. and she went on to say that, generally, Our Hometown is Tawau but we are KL people. so i'm kinda confused. hahahaha.

And these days, since my sisters came back, i've been spending more time with my family. which is an absolutely good thing. HAHA. I love my family. sad thing is that, my second sister, amanda, is not here. HAHA. and we've done more things without her, somehow, somewhat. HAHA. oh well... there are more to come. HEHE. talking 'bout that, today, went shopping with my mom and the sisters, 'cept manda, and shopping with mom is very rare. haha. Shopping as in clothes shopping. haha. My mom, doesn't shop at all, she just buys the things she wants with us waiting for her, and she'll leave very quickly after. but today, we shopped! HAHA. i bought SHOES. hehehehehe. i love this. I love family. and did i mention, Jasmine and Mommy are leaving to Tawau tomorrow, way earlier then us! heh...

anyways, till here. HEHE. goodnight. sweetdreams. x. :)

Cause it's you and me,
and all of the people,
with nothing to do,
nothing to lose.
and it's you and me,
and all of the people,
and I don't know why,
i can't keep my eyes of off you.
You and me - Lifehouse.

2011-01-21T21:22:00.004+08:00

Oh Na Na.
what's my name.

Hello theree! :) if you're a constant blog reader of mine. you would have already noticed my change of template? skin? whichever, whatever. :D i finally found one that I actually like. not bad eyyh? i got tired of my old one which was there since I started this blog back in '08. and i'm really happy with this new one. HEHE. and the pictures on the left side, i shall change it soon, when i have the right pictures. For now, i'll leave it like that. it makes me feel western somehow. wth. But yeah, i shall change that soon, and i also know one of 'em says " this image or video has been moved or deleted" heh...

Anyways, currently addicted to saying 'Oh Na Na' and singing Sparks Fly. It's like constantly in my head. therefore that is why my blogtitle is titled that. Hehe.

Today, today, what happened today. Hmm.. nothing much actually. Went to eat Bak Kut Teh with the family 'cept Manda, whose in KK, - i miss her annoyingness already. D: haha. But yeah, after that went home for a lil bit and then to my first piano lesson of the year. and this year, i shall PRACTICE MORE MORE MORE! haha. i wanna pass my exams so badly. D: and therefore i will actually seriously practice. GRRRR.. haha. This year, i'd have to go to Expression twice a week, cause my voice and piano days are different. : Oh well...

After my lessons, i went to TPH! and makan and drink. Oh how i miss my Green Tea Coconut Jelly. HEHE. then after that went to Deseo. I didn't see anything nice. But then again, maybe it was just wrong timing this time. Oh well.. haha. then nothing interesting happened.

OH and last night, i went to watch 'Great Day' with the Family -'cept manda. and it was a really good movie. Sad and touching, kinda shows how family is THAT important. It was really really sad. Then, i told manda abt it. and i was like i wanna watch it again. and she's gonna watch with me. HEHE.

I have nothing much to say. even if i did, i wouldn't. my computer is annoying the shit out of me. while i'm half way typing, it's moving itself to the upper parts. IT GETS SOOOO ANNOYING. so therefore i'm stopping here. GRRR, totally pissed off. haha. oh well. bye, nights. x. ;)
- to see, some pics of Pat's birthday, go to hl's blog. :) HEHE.

but i never told you,

what i should've said.

no, i never told you,

i just held it in.

and now, i miss everything about you ,

I can't believe that i still want you,

after all the things we've been through,

i miss everthing about you,

without you...

I never told you - Colbie Caillat ♥ .

2011-01-18T19:15:00.005+08:00

Basketball

Hello! :) It's been a while since i blogged. Nothing much has happened. I shall just start off with today. Well, today nothing much happened until the 8th period. So 8th period was MIB. and it was really really emotional. and well, i cried. The reason is that this was the very last class Ckg. Wan had with us. and he came in class telling us it was his last class with us. and his leaving this coming Thursday. He didn't teach, but he pointed out one by one what he noticed or liked about us. It was just so sad. He was one of the teachers who taught me since Form 1. and it's just sad to see him leave. He was a really great teacher. and No, i don't believe all the rumours about him, cause i've never seen him do anything, really. It's just all very sad and I'm definitely gonna miss him. ):

Moving on, nothing extraordinary happened actually. Oh except for the fact, i know who are the Junior Councils since the Investiture. :) I got Tze Wei, aka Bonny - or so i've heard, she's pretty much really quiet. like really really quiet. So it's hard for me to actually communicate since i like TALK A LOT. HEHE. but i hope I've taught her well enough. I'm a really bad teacher! D: funny thing is that Akram got his own sister as Junior. out of all the Juniors. Funny.

Next, Basketball! So today we had Basketball tryouts/training, i have no idea. It was quite interesting. Played from like 2 something till 5 something. Productive eyy?! :) haha. some of the new people are Nat (square) - NatY and NatT, Evon, Lyana, Wendy, Jiahui, JingLu, Wei Jean and some I can't remember. Most of the ex-bball came as well. it was awesome. HEHE. Most embarassing moment of the day? - when I fell. HAHAHAH! But oh well... when you fall just get back up. But the whole thing was just FUN FUN FUN! D: hahaha. Oh and after that, Huiling, Wenling, Esther, Joey, Nat, Mr.Richard, Wendy, Evon and I were playing basketball using half the court, and Mr. Richard taught us how to play the right way. and it was just FUN FUN FUN! hahaha. Well, sure the team I was in Lost, but it was just really fun. HEHEHE. RAWR. - i hope I'll still be in the team. :

Oh oh oh! I forgot to mention this. Last Friday, I went out with the girls. to the bowling alley and then to Charcoal. It was Pat's birthday celebration thing. and it was OH- SO- FUN!! :) HEHE. I don't have pictures as the pics are not posted yet. and is still in the pendrive. and i'm too lazy. HAHA. I shall go out to bowl with people next time. HEHEHEHEHE.

Anyways, school overall is still fine. Not too bad. I should talk to the guys situated in 10B and girls situated in 10G MORE MORE MORE. HEHE. don't wanna waste my time and not talk to them. I shall create a stronger bond with them. HEHE. Friend's aren't easy to make out there- or so i've heard. Besides that, i am trying to be a better person and less emo person now. and a much friendlier person, i hope that's working. HEHE. ;)

Oh and my eldest sister is back. she went back to Aust to retake her exam and she's back with more clothes for me. and more food. M&Ms and Nuts! hehehehe. and Oh My Gawd, i can't wait for CNY!!

Nothing else i have to say. signing off with lots of love and kisses. goodnight. x. ;)

2011-01-03T23:03:00.004+08:00

First day of School, 2011

First of all,

HAPPY NEW YEAR! 2011

- Hope you all will have an awesome year ahead. All the best throughout the year and in life.

MOVING ON! School. School today was FINE, tiring and SLEEPY. Well i had go up and down doing council stuff. and it was FINE! actually, guess i kind of miss it. :) HAHA. but then again, tiring. HAHA. After recess, i guess i got really really tired and started having headache. Then in the end i turned sleepy! like really sleepy. so during English period, my eyes were like half closed. So by the next period, during Physics, i actually SLEPT. and Mr. AJ was actually teaching. and apparently, he called my name like TWICE and i still didn't wake up. HAHAHA. shit! and tatyana, my new seatmate, had to wake me up. HAHA.

And Ren Jie and An-Shea are our class monitor and monitress. I shouted Shea's name and she like hit me. IT WAS SO FUNNY. and in the end she really became class monitress, and i felt really bad cause she didn't really want it. D: HAHAHA. but in the end she was like " It's okay. I can torture you." HAHA. So anyways, so an-shea did the duty roster and renjie did the class seating plan. The duty roster done by shea was fine. BUT! The seating plan was NOT agreed by Mdm. Tay, unfortunately. Cause if it was agreed, then i would have sat with shea, renjie, akram, weixiong and them. HAHA. but oh well! I'm seating next to tatyana, akram and jos behind and i think in front is bianca and charlene. haha. POINT is, we are all separated. Like Oh well.. hahaha.

So during school hours, before and after, i talked to huiling, pat, councils, classmates, and etc. HAHA. and it's so weird having the Year 10s all separated. LIKE WASN'T IT ENOUGH that i'm not graduating with them and now we're separated. HAHAHA. kidding. :) but I WILL DEFINITELY MAKE IT WORK AND MAKE THIS YEAR AWESOME! :D hahahaha. This year shall be awesome like really really awesome! :D HEHEHE. K, whatever, OVERR. haha.

Hmm.. next, oh! at the end of school. huiling came up to me and gave me alystair's gift. I didn't get to choose, cause apparently, there were a lot but i'm not so sure. so yeah. haha. and then on the way to the back. i saw chuan first but it was kinda awkward, idk why, but yeah. and then zeyi came from the back and like usual, SLAMMED HIS GIFT on my head. and stuff fell out. But yeah... Got used to it, i guess? No point getting mad. HAHA. like i said, this year shall be better than usual. HEHEH. okay, anyways, and at the end, chuan gave me his gift. HE IS SOOOOOO UNEXPECTING. hahaha. rich boy. D: Anyways,

THANKS!

Alystair,

ChuanYi

& ZeYi (:

-like really, thanks you three. :)

Okay, moving on. so after that i went to the back to the car. and apparently according to Elvern's mom, I GAINED WEIGHT! D: like seriously. D: SHIT. my face is chubbier. and my weight gain is THAT obvious. YES, i knew i gained weight. haha. OH WELL. D:

Next, i shall talk a lil bit about that New Year's Eve party! :) So i went to Bryant Lau's place and it was probably one of the best days in the year 2010! :) HAHA. Well, let's see, who went, Evon, Phil, Alystair, Weichun, Elvern, Kevin, Paulson, Paulson's cousin (chi hor), Barry. yeah thats about it. :) HEHE. It was really really fun! :) and it's the first time, i think, i've ever really talked and hung out with Evon! I totally look forward to hanging out and partying with her again. TOTAL FUN FUN FUN! :D haha.

I shall post SOME pics of my december. :) HEHE. -picture quality sucks. D: idk why.

Christmas Eve.

amanda and I with Daddy! (:

and with Mommy. and nat's fingers! :D

first to drink those sick disgusting drinks.

one of the many drinks made! D:

Her face says it all. D:

HAHAHA.

SPRAAAAYS! :)

With the girls. Didn't get a pic with the guys! D:

and another mixture.

After few rounds the girls didn't wanna play. HAHA. :)

MARSHMALLOW. ;)

Got covered by spray. thanks to my beloved sister, AMANDA! -__-

Mickey as Mickey. :) AHAHA.

Mommy and Daddy! HEHHEE.

Solid Food in those drinks which has to be eaten as well. :|

HE DRANK THRICE. HAHAHA.

After he drank, he stopped playing. It was THAT disgusting.

The One Natalie had to drink. EWW.

EWW.

OHH. this was the sickest one! HAHAHAHA. poor Phil. :) somehow caught yen in the pic too. HEHE.

After playing poker for HOURS. till 7Am. :) haha.

Christmas Day.

the yap sisters. ;)

Boxing Day.

Hats/ Crowns thingy in Crackers. :) HEHE.

yo?!

NEW YEAR'S EVE!

When i was just about to take a pic of Bryant, Alystair jumped on him. HAHA. :)

POKER! :) haha. virtual poker that is.

Evon shooting someone! haha.

pretty little lady with a gun. ;)

idk how many people are stacked on top. HAHAHA.

evon and i. ;) she's soo fun to hang with. (A)

I guess Phil's having an affair with Barry. Wonder what Elvern's gonna say. Hmm..

DRINK WATER. :)

philip tan lie huat.

KID! :)

evon and kevin. :)

Kevin and I. I look like a friggiin DRUG-ADDICT! D: hahaha.

With Nathan Lau! :) HEHE. i don't think he likes me very much. compare my pic with evon's! D: haha.

HAHAHA.

peaaace.

alystair and I.

kevin with the gun.

me and evon again! :) HEHEE

CHINGCHONG. ;)

haha. so cute! :)

*this was supposed to one post only about first day. but i didn't have enough time to upload the pics. that's why it's posted today. along with my second day in school. HEHE. (A)

Anyways, second day was alright. Not too bad. I WAS REALLY SLEEPY. due to the lack of sleep since i slept at like 2am or 3am. due to my hungry-ness. LUCKILY, the teachers didn't really teach! Thank God! If not, i'll be falling asleep again. BUT! I didn't fall asleep today in Physics. HEHEHEHE! :) talked to an-shea a lot. cause i switched places with iyad who sits next to her but he took zhijie's seat. and zhijie was in my seat. HEHEHE. :) Okay anyways, in BM, Ckg. Normah reminded us about our project from last year, the INTERVIEW! and none of us except iyad and shaun did it. D: HAHAHA. So yeah, we're all in trouble and has until the end of this month to get it done. LUCKY US eyy? :| oh well.. hahaha. what else. OH OH, one thing! I HATE MY GIGANTIC PIMPLE WHICH HAS GONE WORST! gawd, dammit. hahaha. sucks. everyone's like pointing it out and i'm like I KNOWWW! D: hahaha. so depressing. haha. I WANT FLAWLESS SKIN! D: oh and now, that pimple on my nose, it has gotten worst due to me, accidentally scratching it so roughly. OH WELL. hahahha. wth am i doing, talking abt pimple. wtfish. HAHAHA. ;') nothing much actually happened today. Oh well. hahahaha.

That's all then! Thanks for reading this ultra long post. HEHEHE. :) goodnight. x.

The room's hush, hush,

And now's our moment.

Take it in feel it all and hold it.

Eyes on you, eyes on me.

We're doing this right.

Cause lovers dance when they're feeling in love.
Spotlight shinning, it's all about us.
It's oh, oh, oh, oh, all about uh, uh, uh, uh, us.
And every heart in the room will melt,
This is a feeling I've never felt but,

It's oh, oh, all about us.

He is We - All About Us (ft. Aaron Gillespie)

i love this song for some reason. I guess it's cause it really gives me this warm, magical vibe. and the lyrics just makes you go 'aww.. i would like that too' but yeah. hahaha. :)

2010-12-28T22:52:00.002+08:00

T-Shirt.

Hello dear dear blogreaders. first of all,

MERRY CHRISTMAS

HAPPY NEW YEAR

-sorry for the belated Christmas greet. D: Hopefully everyone had an awesome Christmas. ;)

sorry for the no update agaaaain! D: HAHA. i don't seriously have no idea what i do everyday that i still do not have the time to blog. i think if you give me all the time in the world, i still wouldn't have time. i don't know if it's my laziness or it's just the lack of interest or whatever. I don't know. But still, i will somehow blog once in a while. HEHE.

Anyways, Hmm... I went to KL on the 13th and came back on th 21st. (: Nothing much happened. Just my braces adjusting and meeting up a cousin who i've haven't seen since I was a little kid. It was due to some family problems. But it was really cool meeting him up, cause I actually don't remember him that much. Only that he was really chubby. HAHA. Oh and I saw my cousin Douglas again! :D HEHE. Oh and I attended my younger cousin's birthday dinner thingy. HAHA. OH and I had BBQ at my Aunt's place as advance "Tang Yuan" dinner. HEHE. OOH and I went to a concert. HEHE. :)

Hmm.. CHRISTMAS EVE, CHRISTMAS AND BOXING DAY was fun. HAHA. :) I don't have pictures now because most pictures are in Amanda's camera and the Lumix. But i don't know where are they and i do not have the cable. WHICH IS SAD, cause my blog needs more pictures. Oh well... Anyways, Christmas eve, invited close friends over to my place and had this little get together. HAHA. had BARBECUE again. (seriously, i think i'm getting a lil bit freaked out by barbecue, ate so much at my aunt's and on Christmas eve. ) the rest brought drinks and snacks. and phil brought satay. and etc. HAHA. The entire night was just really fun. HAHA.

So we played this MIXED DRINK thing where someone mixes drinks and satay sauce and bbq sauce and just disgusting things and the one with the smallest card has to drink it. HAHA. It was disgusting! I didn't drink any cause i had awesome cards. :) HAHA. I know a few people who had to drink those disgusting things was alystair, sandra, phil, deiniol, weichun-three times, and my sister-at a first round. and the rest i forgot. HAHA. then we talked and ate and blah. and then played cards. haha. so when it hit twelve, we were spraying each other with those spray streamers thing. HAHA. it was so funny. I got covered by my very own sister, amanda. SAD life.hahaha. then after that, people started playing cards again.

OH and at one point of the night, the guys, yes, i repeat, GUYS, were playing Mahjong. FREAKING FUNNNY mann. hahahahahhahaa. Okay anyways, when everyone went back and it was only me, weichun, phil, terence, deiniol, mickey, michael, amanda and my younger sis. we were talking and gossiping. HEHE. terence and deiniol went back first. then it was the rest of us. we played poker till 7AM in the morning. it was soo funny and FUN. hahahhaa. We didn't really notice the time as well. so by 7 something, michael and mickey left for home to SLEEP. hahaha. the rest went to sleep. weichun and phil slept over and they almost didn't sleep for idk what reason. -___- but in the end they slept till 2something . HEHE. the we makan and play poker again. HAHAHA.

Then after that, they went back. and I had dinner with the family. ;) at the airport restaurant. -yet again, i do not have pictures ): Oh well. haha. Dinner was goood. hahaha. was really full after. So anyways, my parents went to their friend's place and it was the four of us. my eldest sister when to meet up her friends and the 3 of us went to my sister's friend's house ( Jespher) and his house is just like HUGE like a freaking MANSION and it's like so modern. It's just huge and so pretty. Oh Em Gee. haha. it's like HUGE. okay anyways, saw WeiXiong there since it was his cousin but he didn't see me. Oh well.. Continuing the story of the huge house, it had like a jacuzzi and a compound that's like the size of a football field. hahaha. and like there was a KARAOKE room - which we spent most of our time there singing and watching movie. and his parent's room is like HUGE, and it was like double story. :O gassssp. but yeah, and he had like 3 sofas and 2 dining tables on the ground floor. and still had plenty of space. But yeahh. hahaha

Next, on Boxing Day, we went to my parent's friend's house or issit Family Friend, i can't differentiate. idk. the food was just AWESOME! for some reason i think it's even better than the airport food. HAHA. it was soo good. they also had turkey. HEHEHEHE. and we had crackers to pull which so fun and i kinda sakai-ed over it. HEHEHE. Anyways, we went there to talk and blah. haha. it was FUNN. hahaha. Oh and my sister's found me in my younger days in one of their photo albums. AHAHHA. i was so tiny. GAHH, i had the picture taken, but i don't have it now. GAHHH. dammit. hahaha. oh well.

Moving on, today i went to get few of my school books, shirts and etc. And i went back to SCHOOL. to check where the classes were and what class my sis is in. So yeah... the people of each class is still the same in the upper secondary. BUT, the destinations of the classes are all different except my class. D: It's so sad that we the 9Y 2010, 10Y 2011, is still in the same class! D': the sad part is that the 10G, 10B and 10R are moved away. so we won't be on the same level anymore! Oh well.. So 10G will be in 4S2, 10R will be in 4S1 and i ASSUME 10B will in 4CS ? I'm not sure abt 10B cause i didn't see it. Unless i saw the 10R class wrong. I don't know. the point is, i have to climb down 2 flight of stairs to talk to the twins and people. WHICH IS JUST SAD! D: Oh well. Although things are gonna be a little bit different, i'm still gonna make my last year in school the BEST! no matter what. HAHA (: Gonna miss everyone. ): but for now, let's not think abt it, cause it's just SAD! D: oh well.

So yeah, that's all for now. Sorry for the picture-less blog again. Goodnight everyone. x ♥ :)

2010-12-09T19:52:00.003+08:00

HAIR DYE.

Hellooo~ Soo.. i went out yesterday with umm.. Brandon, Phil, Weichun, Paulson, Jared, Gideon and Alystair and some others i can't remember. Uhmm.. So we were suppose to watch movie but in the end we didn't cause, idk why. and plus, i came late, due to my mom's accident that very day. But everything's fine now. I think. kinda. :D HAHA. anyways, so we went out and just talked and walked around and etc. nothing much. but yeah, it's been a long long long time since i last went out with them, i think. can't remember the last time i did actually. So yeah, must have been a long long while. Oh well.

So that day, we went out, first met up with them at centrepoint cause they were.. idk what they were doing there, when i went there, they were all sitting down playing with their freaking TOUCHSCREEN PHONES or just phones, rich people. but yeah. HAHA. then i just sat and talked. oh and went to develop pictures while they were playing. LOL. then Brandon and Giddy came. :D

Hmm.. so anyways, went back to the mall. *flashforward* Anyways, went to get my mom's hair dye cause she keeps urging me to get it and dye her hair. -_- So yeah. Then i got it and kept it in Phil's bag which was a REALLY BAD IDEA. Cause, in the end when they left for Terry's place, i forgot to get it from him. and here comes all the trouble.

So... just few short minutes when Phil left to terr's, i remembered the hair dye. then i called and blah. So i was suppose to pick it up from Terr's place, but in the end My sister had to send my mom back to the police station to re-write her statement cause she wrote something wrong. and THAT made me have nooo car bag. so i was COMPLETELY stuck with almost no hope in Gadong. LUCKILY, my sister's friend was there and she asked her parents who were in Kuala Lurah to pick us up. and blah. so Thank God for that. (A)

So anyways, back to Hair Dye. So in the end, i was suppose to get it from phil at alystair's today. But he went home already. AND alystair wasn't even home when I was about to go to alystair's place to get it. Luckily, i asked phil where was he and he told me he went back home and alystair was at Fitness Zone. And therefore, i went to Fitness Zone without knowing if Alystair brought it with him or not. But yeah, called a few of them like a million times *yeah, me and my annoying-ness, but whatever* but they didn't pick up. so i went up to look for Alystair and THANK GOD he brought it, or else, i'm doomed. So yeah.. me and my stupidity. OMG (: yayy. thank you PHIL and ALYSTAIR, like a lott. :) hahaha. Sorry for my stupidity. OH WELL.. hahaha.

oh btw, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TERRY! :D

-ANYWAYS! I've been playing Typing Maniac for the day. Can't beat my own score. D: HAHAHA. k, this is random.

-HMMM.. what else. I NEED PICTURES fr this blog. IT's like too wordy mann! D: OH WELL. random-ness AGAIN. Grr..

-OH and I really need a new blogskin for this blog. D: it's been the same skin since forever. HAHAHA.

Anyways, gonna head off watching series or play guitar and sing (LOL) or something. HEHEHE! BYE.

*EDIT* my mom asked me to dye her hair right after i posted this. -___- hahhaha.

2010-12-05T20:57:00.002+08:00

Holidays.

Hello everyone. :D It's been quite sometime since i last blogged. It's because.. Well. Somehow i still don't have time. :S Oh well.. Anyways, my sisters came back from Aust already. :D YAYYY. But that just means a year has passed. Is it me or one year passes by really really really quickly. especially this year. I guess, it's cause I still can't really cope with my studies PLUS, i guess i don't feel like I did anything this year. as in activity wise. It's like I didn't use my time wisely. The only thing I joined was Basketball stuff which didn't turn out quite right and that Science quiz thing. blah. But yeah, not much. which is just SAD! D: Oh well. That's school wise. In socializing wise, i don't think i did much too. Somehow I think i abandoned my friends or my friends abandoned me for like this entire year. It's just damn depressing. I don't know. I don't hang out with them as much anymore. GAWD! and i only have next year left with them. that is if I don't stay in Brunei after Form 5. About that, i'm still not quite sure of what I want to be or what I wanna study in the future. But talk about that later. But yeah. This year's just not that eventful. AND i realize I occupy my free time this year, with either watching series-es, downloading songs, trying to talk to people again and LISTENING TO TONS OF SONGS. But in the midst of all this, somehow, sometimes, i just don't find a reason to be happy. y'know. YEAH, very emotional.. blah. But yeah, i feel like that most of the times. BUT, i am keeping myself strong. I THINK. even though, i do CRY a lot, like A LOT. Well, i STILL have friends who still talks to me, which means i'm NOT a total loner okayy? :) HAHA.

Anyways! Moving on from my very emo words up there. I shall blog about the BEACH trip which was quite some time ago. But yeah. :D ahaha. Muara beach was fun! FINALLY! Our class has gone out for fun. etc. HAHAHA. :D Everyone was damn relaxed that day. definitely a lot different from their usual STRESS-ness. :D What's best is we got to go with 9G and 9R as well as 9B. YEAH, i am happy cause 9G went. TEEHEE. yes, i love it cause, i got to talk to huiling and people who i talk to in 9G and others who I know. Sad thing is the guys went to MIRI. as in the 9B guys plus some in 9G i think. but yeah, i don't care, the BEACH was probably better. :D HAHAHA. During the whole morning, we started the BBQ fire thingy, BBQ-ed, TALKED a lot, played along the beach area, play and SWING-ED! ;) swing swing swing. HAHA. Pictures aren't very clear for idk why, tried fixing it. but it gets worst. -_- oh well. Some pictures i took myself, some I just took off Facebook.

MRS. NELEMA! :D (is that the right spelling?)

She was walking that stone-y thingy. ALONE. :/ so I just went and talked to her and take pictures. HAHA. It was sad-er cause she is a strong VEGAN and like nobody knew until that day. We didn't bring any greens. and so she didn't even eat. Felt really bad.

See what I mean? MEAT!

huiling, Atiah and I. :) I think this is the first time I ever took a picture with Atiah. HAHA. :) Where was WenLing and Sandra and.. Idk who. those who always talk in y9G classroom. HEHEHE.

ABSOLUTELY love♥ this shot. :) hahaha. we look so CAREFREE. and natural too. LOL.

there was pretty much A LOT of modeling. for the fun of it. IT was really really funny. OMG. HAHA. this is one of those SHOTS, i love. Terry's hiao face. and what's with RenJie's face man. FUNNY SHIT. hahaha..

KahWei and I. Second picture, he was like sticking out his tongue. FUNNY. if only the picture was CLEARER. Grr.. hahahaha.

WenLing! ♥

Girls who were there for me for about 5years. ♥

and never left. despite my crazy-ness and emotional and did I say crazy-ness?

Love them max. ♥♥♥

Mr. Tay Wei Xiong. Who surprisingly took a picture with me. :) HAHAHA. Yes, he looked away. -_- hahahaha. But yeah, TALLER than him. WEEE. :) HAHHAAHA. wth, i still had to tiptoe D:

HAHA. crazy bunch of people. It all started with me and huiling walking away and started talking. then suddenly they came along. HAHA. this was totally FUN. haha. Just played along the beach. :)

WenLing and Sandra. and I. :)

Our Man-ly Clothes. ;) HAHAHA. I was wearing my Macdougall Jersey♥ and she was wearing Kahwei's pants cause she got wet and didnt bring extra clothes. :D

MY very much RETARDED Face. hahaha. and Khalaf, Akram and Terry.

I'm not sure where I got this picture from. But i really really love it. :D It's really good shot. and I love the editing too. ♥

MEET my CRAZY friend, Chung An-Shea. :) I lovee her. HAHA. she brings me up whenever I'm down. She doesn't know it. But yeah, she's AWESOME! haha. She says what she feels. Don't mess with her man, even though she's small, she's powerful. No shit. She's always there, no i don't talk to her about my personal stuff, but she's always there to talk about really funny shits Oh wait, I meant, I listen to her talk funny shits. and just bring me up whenever I'm down. So, don't leave me next year, okay? ♥ you.

Now, time to meet another one of my best friends. Wong Hui Ling. I love her max. She's always there no matter what. She's there to listen to me talk about all my shits and give me relevant advices. She can detect whenever I'm down whenever I have problems. She knows. YEAH, sure we fight, but we're ALWAYS okay in the end. She stuck by me through all my crazy-ness and all my mental-ness and just all my shits. She's not afraid to be seen with a weirdo and emo bitch like me. She stuck with me even though people disliked me and when I'm literally FRIEND-less. She's like a sister from another mother, for real. And there are many uncountable reasons why i love her. It's just I can't put them in words.

I love you, bestfriend♥ Sorry if I am a total lousy friend and I give really lousy advice. :|

HAHA, i think that's all from the beach trip. TEEHEE. Oh on the same day, i went to Baz's house for the Council Senior Farewell thing. Nothing much happened actually. Just games which were really funny. And talked to my Senior, Lennard, a lot that day for some reason. Oh well.. Hahaha. OH OH, my boss, Aaron, and I cooked SAUSAGES. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAA. omg. I still find that funny till this day. and Pat was like ARE YOU SURE YOU CAN DO IT. to me. Just cause I burnt myself while holding hot charcoal ( From the beach, bbq) hahaha. yeah, that was stupid. oh well..

Moving on, nothing much has happened actually. Did I already mention my sisters are back? HAHA. yeah i did, don't have a picture with them yet, cause we always look shitty. HAHAHA. and for some reason we are all lazy this time. Usually go out to eat and stuff. So yeah. :)

OH OH and that day, i went with Amanda and Natalie to watch the Basketball match thingy in Batu Bersurat, Besurat, GAWD, i don't know the spelling. But whatever, yeah, uhmm.. the Autoexperts vs. Easyway, i think? HAHA. Yeah, that was i think the first time Auto Experts lost or something. -_- hahaha. Oh well. I shouldn't go. Later, they lose more or something. Bad luck-ness. -_- oh well. Anyways, watched with my sis and her friends. then later moved to sit with Phil, Evon and Alystair. :) So yeah, thought lots of people were there but there weren't (A) lucky. hahaha. (YES, for some reason I'm scared of large crowds of people. :S )

Next! MOVIES. Let's see I've watched Rapuzal in 3D and Harry Potter 7 in the same day, crazy right? HAHAHA. but yeah. Rapunzal wasn't too bad. Quite cute. TOTALLY didn't see much of the 3D effect, so much for my first 3D experience. HAHA. But yeah, it's quite a cute movie. :) HEHE. and Harry Potter 7 is so so SAD! D: WHAT AN ENDING. I was like O.O and then finish. -_- hahaha. CAN'T WAIT FOR THE NEXT and LAST ONEEEE!!! D: HAHAHAHA. but yeah. Hmm... I've also watched that Malaysian Chinese Movie. Uh... Ice Kacang Puppy Love. Quite Sad. IN THE END THEY WERE'NT TOGETHER. WTHHHHH. SADDDD-ness. -_- hahahhaa. oh well.. not every story ends with a happy ending. I guess it's too cliché or something. oh well... OH AND I WANNA WATCH HAUNTED CHANGI. Even though I'm freaking scared of ghost movies ( Yeah, i came out totally freaked out after watching Coming Soon, but that was a really good time, watched with like a REALLY REALLY big bunch of people. ♥ ) But yea, i still wanna watch. Hope plans go well. IT BETTER BE or else. I kill. Somehow I just miss watching scary movies with people. HAHAHA.

Moving On, SERIES-ES. I have been watching a LOT. :DDDD happy-ness. And I just started watching all these hmm.. 3days ago? PROUD OF MY FASTNESS. HAHAHAHA. wth. Catched up on:

Glee: IT IS AWESOME. the story-line still isn't that great. but the music is just REALLY AWESOME! :D like usual. haha. Totally went WOAAAAAH when they performed Empire State of Mind♥ . VERY GOOD. hahaha. And i totally fell in love♥ ♥ ♥ with Forget You. At first i thought it was just some rap song by Cee Lo Green. And when I heard it on Glee. I went :O AMAZING. I love the Glee version. To me, it's SOOO MUCH better than the original. Billionaire was good too. AND SAM IS SOOOO FREAKING CUTE♥ . TEEHEE. totally love love love him and quinn. :D :D :D :D :D For some reason the Britney episode didn't WOW me that much. But what really wow-ed me from that episode is that BRITNEY as in the one in NEW DIRECTIONS is HOT. :O HAHAHAHAHHAHA. And oh, i also loved it when they sang DOG DAYS ARE OVER. :D :D :D Very very nice. teehee. Teenage Dream and Hey Soul Sister by the other competing team was AMAZING too. hahahhaa. OMG. Totally loving glee. :D HAHAHA. Can't wait for the next episode nowww EHEHEHEHE.

90210: I caught up with watching 90210 too. GOD i love this show so so so much. HEHEHE. Cannon is a freaking physco and I'm currently hatin' on Adrianna. LIKE WTH man. Doesn't mean you're celeb you have to be so freaking PROUD. and mean to your own freaking boyfriend, taking advantage of his nice-ness. PFFT. ahaha. Navid and Silver isn't a bad couple though. HEHEHEHE. they're quite cute. hahaha. AND Oh-My-Gawd, can't believe Teddy is GAY. hahaha. Is gay partner isn't bad looking though. HEHEHE. ;) oh and Jen's baby is soo CUTE. HOW COULD SHE LEAVE HIM. -_- and wth is up with Ryan and Debbie man, total EWW. hahaha. And still, since last season, i still find Ivy pretty. :D Can't believe that stupid OSCAR. But you can't actually blame him too. Grr.. confusion. And omg Liam and Annie should seriously get together already. that other dude, Charlie should go away. hahah. LIAM is still as hot as ever. :D HAHAHA.

Gossip Girl: For some reason, i prefer 90210 then GG now. HAHAHA. I guess, i'm just not that into rich people stuff. But still it's good. hahaha. Haven't really watched much. Just the 1st episode. HAHA. Chace Crawford still hot. ;) HAHAHA. nothing much for me to say.

NEXT! Music. Let's see. Nothing for me to say. My iTunes totally crashed so it's empty. Too lazy to restore everything. So now, i'm playing songs through Windows Media Player which is not exactly a FAVOURITE thing to do. I miss iTunes. Oh well.. Soon, i will restore. SOON! :) HAHAHA. Anyways, my sister downloaded this for me, Count on Me by Big Time Rush ft. Jordin Sparks. Yeah, when you hear Big Time Rush, you'll be like WTH. but the song isn't that bad actually. HAHAHA. :) And i downloaded some songs which were played in 'Agent Of Secret Stuff' yeah that youtube show? movie? Idk. haha. songs are called My Time With You by David Choi & Kina Grannis. and By Chance (You & I) by J.R.A.. Love the second song more. So soothing and nice. but both are good. and I TOTALLY LOVE, The Flood by Cheryl Cole. hehehe. Oh and my sister played some songs, Rock It By Little Red which isn't that bad, once you heard it a number of times, it just gets better and i like FALLING IN LOVE by Ironik ft. Jessica Lowndes. She's so pretty. YEAH, i said Adrianna not Jessica Lowndes. ;) HAHAHAHA. but yeah. Nothing much. Anyways, i wanna download Justin Bieber's My Worlds Acoustic. HEHE. Yeah, don't hate on him, don't know why people do, it's not like he did anything wrong. GEEZ. -_- hahaha. Pray is a beautiful song. The video totally made me teary. :/ makes me wanna do something for a change. ;) oh oh and the video for Grenade by Bruno Mars is so so so SAD. Who does that like bring a piano so far just to see that your bitchy girlfriend's with some other dude. HEHE.

Social stuff. Anyways, those of you who added me on Facebook, followed me on Twitter as well as Tumblr and reads my blog. probably'll know this. I abandon-ed most of 'em or just don't update much. I dont have much time especially for my blog and tumblr. And I totally abandoned my Twitter. I'm trying to update as much as possible. Due to my catching up of series-es and outings with sis or whoever, i have less time now. OH WELL. hahaha. But yeah. Even though I had the time, i doubt I'll be able to update all at a time. There's like too many. I was thinking to actually create a Formspring account. for questions people wanna ask me. But, i'm afraid, i might not have the time. But it wont be THAT hard right, since it's just answering questions. SO yeah. any opinions? :) HEHE.

Jump. - Reach for the impossible.

Waiting for the impossible to happen.

once in a lifetime means there's no second chance.

but you can't hold on to water.

it fills you up but never stays.

it's only good to wash away today.

and you're loving me like water.

you're slipping through my fingers touch.

a natural disaster love.

bring in on the flood. the flood.

love me like the flood, the flood.

bring it on.

The Flood - Cheryl Cole

Maybe this is wishful thinking,

probably mindless dreaming,

but if we loved again,

i swear I'd love you right.

I'd go back in time to change it but i can't,

so if the chain is on your door,

I'd understand.

but this is me swallowing my pride,

standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night.

And I go back to December.

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you.

Wishing I'd realize what I had when you were mine.

and I go back to December turn around and make it alright.

I go back to December turn around and change my own mind.

i go back to December all the time.

Back To December - Taylor Swift.

Hey, How've you been?

I know that it's been a while.

Are you tired cause you've been on my mind.

runnin' thousand and thousands of miles.

Sorry, i now that line's outta style.

By Chance( You and I ) - J.R.A.

Drop everything now,

meet me in the pouring rain,

kiss me on the sidewalk,

take away the pain.

Cause I see sparks fly whenever you smile.

Get me with those green eyes, baby.

As the lights go down.

Something that'll haunt me when you're not around

Cause I see, Sparks fly whenever you smile.

Sparks Fly - Taylor Swift.

Don't hurt me,

Desert me.

Don't give up on me.

Make me sorry I ever counted on you.

1, 2, 3, 4 to 5. baby, I'm counting on you.

Counting On You - Big Time Rush ft. Jordin Sparks

This night is sparkling,

don't you let it go.

I'm wonderstruck,

laughing all the way home.

i'll spend forever wondering if you knew.

This night is flawless,

don't you let it go,

i'm wonderstruck,

dancing around all alone.

i'll spend forever wondering if you knew,

I was enchanted to meet you.

This is me praying that, this was the very first page,

not where the storyline ends,

my thoughts will echo your name,

until i see you again.

these are the words I held back as I was leaving too soon.

I was enchanted to meet you.

Please don't be in love with someone else,

Please don't have somebody waiting on you.

Enchanted - Taylor Swift

Sorry for the long list of lyrics. I just felt like putting something. HEHE. Lots more but i'm afraid I might bore you. hahaha. Anyways, goodbye. Have a good day ahead, whenever wherever.

x. ♥ (:

2010-11-17T23:57:00.001+08:00

MOVIES!

Hello! I know i haven't been blogging. That's cause.. I have no idea why actually. I wanted to say i didn't have time. but then i realize, i have plenty. I don't know where I waste my time on. but whatever.

So recently, i've been watching movies! :D Rather then lazing around going online. Then again, i have my reason why i don't go online anymore. It's just boring and plus, problems always arise. So shit it! HEHE. But i do update my twitter regularly. :D so check it out! Twitter account @rachely2810 , too lazy to actually insert the link here. TEEHEE!

Back to movies. I've watched 4 movies. just finished my fourth one just now. HEHE.

First movie i watched was,

LETTERS TO JULIET.

Rating: 3/5

It wasn't too bad. It's just that the storyline was kinda too plain. About a girl who was on a pre-honeymoon at Verona, then suddenly she became one of the Secretaries of Juliet or something like that. Then she replied this ONE letter which was long and lost.. The old old women really went back to Verona to find her lover with that girl's help since she was a Fact Checker and she could easily track people with the same name. The old old women went there with her grandson, who eventually became the girl's love interest even though she had a fiancée. So in the end the old women got married to that man they were looking for. and that inspired her to write a book. And the old women's grandson eventually ends up with the main girl. and yes, she dumped her fiancée. I like this movie cause of the songs that were put in, and the couple, they were really cute and the guy's cute too. HEHE. and it really makes you feel or think that true love do exist you know. HEHE. I like the quotes

"if what you felt then was true love, then it's never too late. If it was true then, why wouldn't it be true now?"

"But it's too late. It's really too late. And it really doesn't matter anymore because, honestly, i love you."

From the movie. :D

DEAR JOHN.

Rating: 2.5/5

Compared to the first movie i watched of which the story was adapted from Nicholas Spark's books, which was A walk to remember, this was way way way behind. Though, it was pretty good. not too bad. Channing Tatum is HOT. :O HAHAHA. The couple were really really really cute. OMG. Can't believe the girl married someone else. WHY DIDNT SHE WAIT FOR HIM? Seriously. It was so sad. He, looks so macho and all, freaking cried for her man! Oh-ma-god. Sad-ness. then again, the girl was just a bit locco, for marrying someone else and then wanting him to say that. WHAT THE HELL. -_- omg. and the dad died, that was so unexpected. oh well. In the end they met again, so i don't know. If only there was a continuation to just let everyone know what happened. D: HEHE.

THE LAST SONG

Rating: 4.5/5

I absolutely love this movie to the core. It was comparable to A walk to remember. that's for sure. Eventhough, it's Miley Cyrus with her annoyingness. I cried the most watching this one. It was just so WOW. Amazing how things can change just over days. Bratty girl turned to good girl. And WHO IN THE WORLD IS SO SWEET? Like why is the guy so freaking damn sweet and romantic, sadly, i dnt think such guys exist in this world. and damn, LIAM HEMSWORTH is CUTE. Can't believe Miley Cyrus dated or is dating him. I'm not sure. But back to the movie. It was so unexpected for the father to die. very very unexpected. The couple was sooo cute, like really really cute. YEAH, like i said, eventhough it was MILEY CYRUS, they were really cute. Or maybe it's just the guy. I really don't know. But really. When they were like separated, it was really really really SADDENING man! it was like MY very own heartbreak, it was so so so so so sad. but yeah this movie really tells you that Family is always family, no matter what happens, and really tells you there are second chances for everything. :D I wanna watch it AGAIN! now.

THIS MOVIE IS JUST BRILLIANT.

SEPET

Rating: 3.5/5

YEAHHHH, MALAYSIANS! :D HEHE. Malaysia Boleh! Yeah, that was lame, but go malaysians. This wasn't a bad movie. It was soo cute. A malay girl and a chinese boy! HEHE. i knew this movie through Ckg. Normah who took us to the AVA room to watch. HEHE. i only managed to watch the ending, since i was helping to do props. So i downloaded it and watched it. and i don't regret downloading it. HEHE. Anyways, the movie is really cute. The dude met her when they were young. but then she dont remember. and they both also cant really remember. then finally he sees her while she was buying dvds from him and they instantly have that zzzaaaaaap moment you know. then he gave her his number along with a dvd that he gave her for free. So cute. haha. In the end they dated, and he was so sweet to her. and they were really cute. he was kinda like HEAD OVER HEELS for her. HEHE. It was shocking how the girl's parents were okay with it. and they support her all the way. SO CUTE. hahaha. the saddest part is when they splitted due to his STUPID mistake, god. haha, the girl who got preggers was stupid also. -_- SHIT IT man. and when she was on the way to the airport to fly off to study, he.... DIED! cause she called him while he was on the way to the airport as well. idk it was quite confusing the end. But yeah! HEHE. Sad, he died. really. :S

YEAH, i love movies. any movies to recommend? Leave it in the tagboard! :D HEHE. And yes, i cried, teared up, watching these movies. which means they're good! If a movie makes me cry, it means, its good. if not, then it's okayy. So these movies all made me cry a lil bit a least. So to me, they're all good. :D HEHE. And yeah, i like couples which are cute. or maybe it's just the guys which are cute and damn sweet. i dont know. All i know is that. the guys in the movies above are all quite cute. HEHEHE. and no, i haven't watch HP. though, i really really really want to. Oh well..~

Nothing else to say, gonna leave you all with lyrics to this AWESOME song by Jessie J titled Who you are.

I stare at my reflection in the mirror

Why am I doing this to myself

Losing my mind on a tiny error

I nearly left the real me on the shelf

No, no, no, no

Don't loose it all in the blur of the start

Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing

It's okay not to be okay

Sometimes it's hard

to follow your heart

Tears don't mean you're losing

everybody's bruising

Just be true to who you are

(Who you are, who you are, who you are x4)

Brushing my hair, do I look perfect?

I forgot what to do to fit the mould

The more I try, the less it's working

'cos everything inside me screams: no, no, no, no, no, no, no

Don't loose it all in the blur of the start

Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing

It's okay not to be okay

Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart

Tears don't mean you're losing

everybody's bruising

Just be true to who you are

Yes, Nos, egos

fake shows like BOOM

Just go, and leave me alone

Real talk, real life, good luck, good night

With a smile...

That's my home, yeah

That's my home...

(Bridge)

No, no, no, no, no...

Don't loose it all in the blur of the start

Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing

It's okay not to be okay

Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart

Tears don't mean you're losing

everybody's bruising

Just be true to who you are

Yeah, Yeah....

2010-11-08T12:30:00.004+08:00

What do you got? If you ain't got love.

Bon Jovi
What Do You Got? lyrics

Everybody wants somethin', just a little more
We're makin' a livin', and what we're livin' for
A rich man or a poor man, a pawn or a king
You can live on the street, you can rule the whole world
But it don't mean one damn thing

What do you got, if you aint got love?
Whatever you got, it just aint enough
You walk in the road, but you're goin knowhere
You're tryin' to find your way home, but there's no one there
Who do you hold, in the dark of night?
You wanna give up, but it's worth the fight
You have all the things, that you've been dreamin' of

If you ain't got someone, you're afraid to lose
Everybody needs just one, someone... to tell them the truth
Maybe I'm a dreamer, but I still believe
I believe in hope, I believe the change can get us off our knees

What do you got, if you aint got love?
Whatever you got, it just aint enough
You walk in the road, but you're goin knowhere
You're tryin' to find your way home, but there's no one there
Who do you hold, in the dark of night?
You wanna give up, but it's worth the fight
You have all the things, that you've been dreamin' of

If you ain't got love, it's all just keepin' score
If you ain't got love, what the hell we doing it for

I don't wanna have to talk about it,
How many songs you gotta sing about it?
How long you gonna live without it?
Why does some somewhere have to doubt it?
Someday you'll figure it out

Solo

What do you got, if you aint got love?
Whatever you got, it just aint enough
You walk in the road, but you're goin knowhere
You're tryin' to find your way home, but there's no one there
Who do you hold, in the dark of night?
You wanna give up, but it's worth the fight
You have all the things, that you've been dreamin' of

If you ain't got love, it's all just keeping score
If you ain't got love, what the hell we doin' it for
Woahhh, I ain't got, if you ain't got love
Woahhh, What do you got if you ain't got love?
Woahhh, What do you got if you ain't got love?

2010-11-06T14:28:00.002+08:00

November.

Heyy! :D Exam's are finallly over. ;) so i'm blogging again. ;) hehehehe. First of all, I'd like to talk about the month of November which just started! :) Well, let's seee.... November last year was life changing or was a turning point in my life last year. I like to think I was a different person before it happened. But i'm not quite sure. Don't wanna say what happened last year, it was not cause i met Zeyi or anything, I THINK. it was just weird and different and awkward. I just shoulda thought somethings through.. So therefore this year was weirder than usual. So, so far this year, my year pretty much sucked. Gawd, I LOVE AND MISS LAST YEAR SO MUCH (except the nov part. ) :'/

Anyways, this november. Just when it was past 12am and it was the 1st of November and i was about to sleep, i put my note on my phone as " Dear November '10. Please be better than last year. And make sure I don't screw up again. x. " The day surprisingly turned out really really well. And i hope everyday of november will be like that. ;) with surprising and happy things happening :D So what happened was that :

- I was actually pretty much really upset at this certain someone, due to something, someone showed me on twitter, regarding me. I was practically ticked off, really upset and just wanted to die and cry.

- then when i was just about to cry, something occurred to me and i thought this " Eff it, you've ( which means me), gone through a lot and cried a lot cause of this person, why the hell are you torturing yourself even more. Let that person say what he wants to say, it's not entirely your fault, so stop putting the blame on yourself. Just let it go, don't be pissed off anymore, whatever that person does, he can do, no objections. Just that yoou shouldn't care anymore. Just live life as it is and stop being upset and be happy and awesome instead."

- Just when I was rising up from my upset mood and looking retarded. Jo was there to comfort me and adviced ( i think ) and listen to me talk about it. and she was awesome! So, Thanks JO! ♥

- Before that happened, i was actually talking to Jo and An-shea, then suddenly an-shea's friends, Amanda.T and JiaHui came. and we were talking. talking and talking. They'd probably thing i'm retarded for being happy then upset then happy again. hahahaha. But yeah, meeting two new people won't hurt and they were funny. I love hanging out with An-Shea, she'll always be happy no matter what. And She's damn hilarious. I love hanging out with her. It's jut pure Fun and Jokes and Laughter. It's awesome. So, Thanks Sheaaa! For being awesome and making me laugh so hard. ♥

- And something i learnt from them is that, Swearing is a good way to relief anger! :D HAHAHA.

- After An-Shea and Jo went home. I went to talked to the guys a bit! then i had to go in a while. Just when i was walking out, I saw Gideon and started to talk to him! Funny dude. So as we were walking to the back, we met with Alystair and WeiChun and some others ( Amir, Jaryll and I can't remember the rest.) We started talking, talking and talking. It was awesome. Haven't talk to them like this in ages. Miss them loaaaads. HAHA. Anyways, As I was saying talking talking. Then, it was me, alystair, weichun and gideon. We went to SGS to look for Brandon and the gang but they weren't outside. So we walked back. Then suddenly one of us wanted to go to SGS's canteen. and there we saw brandon and the gang. Talked to them as well. and It was just really awesomee! :D They all, just made me feel that, I can talk to them no matter how much I changed and I can be myself around them. Happy. So yeah, Thankks Alystair, Gideon, WeiChun, Brandon, Mickey, Sia and the rest. love you guyssss core. ;) miss talking to you guys. :D

So yeah, that's about the 1st of November. Loveee that day! Definitely one of my best days of the entire year. ;) The days after that hanged out with the guys too but not as great as that first day. :) So therefore, November seems to be good. :) OOOH and i met new people this month too! Like AmandaTey, JiaHui and Belinda. I've never talked to them before. So it's great. hehehe. let's just hope it'll go on like that. :D

Anyways, moving on. EXAM's were just horrible and baaaad. I'm just hoping i can at least PASS! and Credit at least 3 subjects~ :/ DAMN SCARED OF NOT BEING PROMOTED. eff.~ ARHGHHHHHHH. it's over. nothing can be done now. :/ sighh~ oh well..

NEXT! DID i mention that Taylor Swift's " Speak Now" Album is AWESOME? It really is goooood~ The songs are really good. Katy Perry's album "Teenage Dream" isn't bad too! :D :D :D hahaha. And Pixie Lott's Turn It Up: Louder is good too. But Perry's and Lott's album, i haven't heard fully. But some songs are good. Haha~~ :D Currently loving, Cody Simpson's "iYiYi" even though it's quite old, but its really nice. It just makes me wanna dance or bob to it. It's so cute!! If you don't like Justin Bieber, I don't think you'd like Cody! -_- But the song's good. :D hahaha. "Love the way you lie- part 2" by Rihanna is really goooood too! I like it so much. I think i just generally love the song " Love the way you lie" both parts. It's both really good in my opinion. (A) hahaha. Oh and Enrique Iglesias's "Tonight" and "Tonight (explicit)", it's the same song but the Explicit version seems nicer and more fitting, due to the chorus lyrics:

" You know my motivation. Give in my reputation. Please excuse me, I don't mean to be rude. But tonight I'm loving you." - Enrique Iglesias's Tonight.

" You know my motivation. Give in my reputation. Please excuse me, I don't mean to be rude. But tonight I'm fucking you." - Enrique Iglesias's Tonight ( Explicit version).

Nooo, it doesn't mean I'm horny or anything. It just sounds better. Seriously. And damn Enrique is freaking hott! :D HAHAHA. He looks extremely hot in red, in the "Heartbeat" video. HAHAHA. But he's hot in a way! HEHEHEHEH~ :D Anyways, "Whip My Hair" by Willow Smith may be annoying, but damn, the tune's catchy! :D hahahahaha. It makes me wanna Whip my Hair for real. HAHAHA. So cute. and shit, damn jealous, she's so young and she's recorded a song! D: Envy. Hmm.. Black Eyed Peas " The Time (the dirty bit)" as well as "Higher" by Taio Cruz ft. Kylie Minogue. :D All quite good.

Hmm... nothing else, I'd like to say. So bye! :D have a great day ahead. and those who just ended exams, Studied Hard, time to PART HARD! ;) x.

oh and sorry for my lack of pictures. D: my blog's always tooooo WORDY! D:

The lingering question kept me up 2am,

who do you love?
I wonder till I'm wide awake
Now I'm pacing back and forth, wishing you were at my door
I'd open up and you would say,
It was enchanting to meet you
All I know is I was enchanted to meet you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
This night is flawless, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, dancing around all alone
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you

This is me praying that this was the very first page
Not where the story line ends
My thoughts will echo your name until I see you again
These are the words I held back as I was leaving too soon
I was enchanted to meet you
Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you
Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you

-Enchanted // taylorswift.

She's not a saint and she's not what you think

She's an actress, Whoa

She's better known for the things that she does

On the mattress, Whoa
Soon she's gonna find
Stealing other people's toys on the playground
Won't make you many friends
She should keep in mind,
She should keep in mind
There is nothing I do better than revenge.
- Better than Revenge//taylorswift.

2010-10-30T18:20:00.009+08:00

EXAMS, Birthday, EXAMS!

Sooo, exams are getting horrible-r day by day! D: I am very very sure i'm not gonna credit or even pass my A. Maths. It was horrible. And so far till now, i think A. Maths is the worst paper I've sat for, for the EOYs. D: It was REALLY REALLY REALY REALLY BAD! D: The rest was still alright, except for the composition and karangan. I am soooooo afraid of writing out of topic. English Compo, i wrote about Music. But i think i went out of topic and wrote about songs instead. and for Karangan, i wrote like 600+ words for the dadah thing. and i think i went wrong with the format! D: OMG. I am SOOO FREAKED OUT! But what to do. I'm just really really scared of A.Maths right now! GGAAAAAH.. i think i lost like 30++ marks out of 80 -_- it got worst compared to my MidYear! D: OMGGGGG! Shoots.

Anyways, moving on, my birthdayy. My birthday was just another typical day, didnt expect much except a certain thing. but that's nothing. But yeah, this year's birthday is just another day. :D HAHA. But, i still gotta say this :

THANK YOUU

GUYS

SO, SO, SO,

MUCH! :D

♥

- didn't expect anyone to actually remember,remember it, due to all the exams! :D But seriously thank you!
Thanks to those who called, who texted! :D and those who just greeted. It meant a lot! :D I wanna specially thank Pat, An-shea, Akram, Husnaa and Jo! It was sooo unexpected for them to get me gifts. Oh and uhh.. Joan, but that was soo weird, but yeah! :D HAHA. THANKS A LOTTT! :D Appreciate it a lot! :D

oh and

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

KUA WEI CHUN,

my sexiest friend! ;)

- his birthday was 2 days earlier than mine! :D But I figured i should greet him here belatedly as well! :D Hope you liked the brownies/ cupcakes! :D HAHA. The super-sweet ones. (A) haha.

♥

Hmm.. i think that's all i wanna say. But really, THANKS A LOT EVERYONE! :D Goodluck in your exams and God bless. :) x.

Do you ever feel like a plastic bag
Drifting throught the wind
Wanting to start again

Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin
Like a house of cards
One blow from caving in

Do you ever feel already buried deep
Six feet under scream
But no one seems to hear a thing

Do you know that tehre's still a chance for you
Cause there's a spark in you

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon

- Fireworks - Katy Perry

2010-10-21T22:12:00.002+08:00

Back to December.

helooo world! I haven't been blogging because of the many homeworks i have to do. It's so tiring. And i am officially very tired even after the naps in the afternoon. I am just really really tired and stressed out. and probably sick. And no, i haven't started studying, because i don't know why.

So, i finished reading another book!! (yes, i'd rather sit and read story books then to read my notebooks and textbooks.) TOP 8! Jo borrowed it to me, uhmm.. i don't know when, quite sometime ago. and it's not that bad. Very interesting. It kinda makes me wonder if i do the same thing, you know? I am not gonna spoil it, because you gotta read it to know what's it about. :) EHEHE. but it's a good book.

TOP 8

I have a feeeling this is the second book. and I wanna read it! :D

Anyways, moving on...

Let' see, nothing much has been going on actually. Just studies and homework.

HMMMM.. OH YEAHH! TAYLOR SWIFT! :D yes, i will always talk about her, i don't know why. I just like her and her songs. Every song that came out of her Speak Now album relates to my life. It's really really really nice to listen to songs that relate! :) So far, i've got :

1. Mine

2. Speak Now
3. Back to December
4. Mean

And i think this other song called "Dear John" is out or something like that. Cause i see people on twitter talking about it. Haven't downloaded it yet. D: Still waiting. Gawd, i want this ALBUM more than anything now. D: HEHE. Can't wait to get a copy of the album, yes, as in pay for it! I wouldn't mind! I wanna hold it, touch it, and maybe even lick it! LOL, jk. I wouldn't lick it, I JUST REALLY REALLY REALLY WANT IT! NOW! D: Too bad gotta wait till the 25th to get it downloaded. and when i go back to Malaysia or wherever I'm going, i will get my hands on it! MUAHAHAHAHAHHAHA.

Oh and i absolutely loved 'Back to December' it's the best song. Mad love for that song!! 'Mean' is not too bad too! It makes me feel so so so much better when someone's looking down and making me feel like total shit. Totally relates with my life and what's happening. I wanna say things from the songs to this two someones. One of which only at times, yeah, the 'mean' song. SIGH ~ No shit, it really relates to what i'm feeling. Oh well..~ :)

TAYLOR SWIFT FTW!!!

I soooooooo wanna meeeeet her! D:

Anyways, what next. Actually nothing much. Those other songs i recently downloaded, i haven't really heard. I like Coming Home by Pixxie Lott ft. Jason Derulo though, not bad! it's quite catchy! :D

Moving on.. I've been tweeting a lot recently rather than blogging. Blogging that's wayyy too much time! HEHE. while tweeting is easier. But either way, i still blog and tweet. and occasionally tumblr. and obviously Facebook. My facebook's been dead. I don't know why. It's so BLANK! D: It's sad. hahaha. whichever, whatever! :D

I think i've written enough. Just pure random-ness! :D Haha. okay, goodbye. x.

so, this is my swallowing my pride,

standing in front of you,

saying i'm sorry for that night.

And i go back to December all the time.
turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you.
Wishing I'd realize what i had when you were mine.
And I go back to December turn around and change my own mind.
I go back to December all the time.

I miss your touch and your sweet smiles,

so good to me so right.

And how you help me in your arms that September night,

the first time you ever saw me cry.
Maybe this is wishful thinking,
Probably my mindless dreaming.
If we loved again, I swear I'd love you right.
I'd go back in time and change it but I can't.

So if the chain is on your door I'd understand.

Back To December - Taylor Swift.

2010-10-14T13:36:00.002+08:00

Kids In Love

helooo~ :) Today was alright. not too bad. I got really hyped up by the end of lessons. I dont know why. weird.~ Hmm... Nothing much actually happened. Typical school days.

Bio practicals yesterday was messed up too. OMG, i have a feeling i might fail or get really bad grades for pracs. Currently super scared of Physics, which is to me, the hardest subect known to mankind ( at least until today, for me ). Sighh, back to Bio, it was quite confusing. I got x0.77 for magnification or something like tat. there wasnt enough space for me. GAHH..~ oh well.. Then i almost didnt finish my paper. I put my test tube into the water bath thing at the last 3 minutes. It was scary. :S But in the end i got it. But i got the teeth one wrong. 3molars. Shizz..~ SO annoyed with all this exams and test. SO NOT READY for them yet. I have NOT start studying until this very day, because i dont know why. Because because.

I went for voice lessons for the first time last tuesday. IT was FUNNY to me. I was scared and kept giggling and smiling and shaking and etc. weird me. I never thought it could be this hard. hmm..~ haha. but i'mma try my best. i love singing. heh.~ My piano is uhhmm..~ okay i guess. Sometimes i just wished i could be more hardworking in practicing it. I like playing but just lazy to practice, something's wrong with me~ :S

OOOH, kids in love keeps playing in my head over and over again. It's a nice song. My loss for just downloading it recently. GOOD SONG. i love the chorus part. I don't know what's good abt the song, the lyrics or the tune. But it's a good song. funny~ heh..

Hmm.. nothing much for me to say. I'm actually quite lazy to blog but i'm blogging cause i have nothing better to do than sleep. So i shall blog then sleep. :) heh.~ Oh and i updated, twitter and tumblr already! :) EHEHE! okay bye. x.

2010-10-11T20:24:00.000+08:00

HORRIBLE!

Heyy! What's with my title? that's probably the answer I'd give you if you ask about the practical exam that unfortunately happened today as i have mentioned, i think in my previous post. The exam's was a total disaster. I didn't know how to find the moles and the Mass. I got like some weirdo number. :/ I didn't get the 1st answer right also. A lot of us put Calcium Cabonate which we all thought was right, and it turned out to be Zinc Carbonate. Which only a few people got. :S WeiXiong, i think got too frustrated at put the answer as Copper Carbonate. It's funny. Cause the things which were given and the things we mixed were no where near any blue substance which supposedly was for Copper. HEHEHE. But I can't possibly laugh at him cause knowingly he would get better grades than I do in the end of year. BOOO! :/ Hahaha. Anyways, continuing, I hope my titration and concentration is right and i hope my last answer was right as well. Funnily, i got 0.107 for my concentration which startled me, because.. haha. stuff. heh.. and got me thinking of stuff not related to exam, yeaaap, in the middle of exams i thought of something else. PFFT. Ayways, annd even thought i put an extra answer for the last answer, instead of 3 i put 4. Which in the end i think i only got answers right. Blehh.. Horrible-ness. :/ Oh and after practicals, it was quite fun, started talking and hanging with yedija, akram, jojo, fayyadh and bryan. Very random group of people but i had nothing else better to do. HEHE! :)

Moving on, i have nothing much to say. But i shall introduce you to iSketch! :) HAHAHAHA.

Was playing this while blogging. Even though its been ages since i played this game. It's still fun. Especially playing with Friends and family. HAHA, just played with my sis. She was lucky cause she got to play with my cousin. But whatever. Anyways, this game is about guessing what the other person's drawing. every gets a turn at drawing a word they give while the others just guess. HAHA. :) If anyone happens to be playing, please invite me! by calling or whatever. Wanna play with ya'll! :) HAHAHA anyways website is www.iSketch.net :)

Anyways, i think that'll all. Nothing much for me to say~ :/ HAHA. goodbye! :)

Oh and in between blogging when i was changing cds for my mom, i called her STUPID by accident. Totally hilarious moment. HEHEHEHE! :) accident. I'm not that rude to my mom. well, if i was, i'll probably get my head chopped off. heh..~ And yeah, they're back. :) hehehehe.

I never wanted you to leave.

I wanted you to stay here, holding me.

I miss you, I miss your smile.
& i still shed a tear every once in a while
And even though It's different now.
You're still here somehow.
My heart won't let you go.
Miley Cyrus- I miss you.

2010-10-10T14:15:00.002+08:00

10 - 10 - 10

Heloooo everyone! As we all know, the date today i pretty much really cool. And those number "10" lovers must be really happy out there ;) Oh and those whose birthdays are on this day must really have one hell of a celebration ey?

Happy 101010 everyone! :)
-don't forget to make a wish at 10pm 10min 10sec later ( those who missed 10am 10min 10sec! like i did ) Hope the wish comes true. :)

For me, today's another typical day. With a lil bit of sadness, cause of the date reminds me of some stuff. :) memories. Uhh.. yeahh.. That was awkward. Moving on...

Nothing much has happened in school. Typical school days. I am loving Binomial in A. Maths for some reason. It's way easier than stupid Coordinate Geometry, which is ultra difficult and confusing. Pfft. The Science teachers, except Physics, were using ytd's period briefing us on what to do during our Pracs which starts off with Chemistry tmrw ( which i am still not ready for ) . Scarry.

What else happened, hmm... lemme think. Nothing much actually happened. DAAAAAMMNN, my life is boring. haha. OH OH OH, my parents and my sis are going down to Miri today till Tmrw. Which means one entire day without anyone else in the house, except for the maid. :) AHAHA. awesome.

Hmm.. yeah, that's all. I have nothing else to say. heh... Goodbye!! :D x.

Owh, and i've updated twitter today. Nothing much tho. hahaha. I'll try to update more if i can. (A) haha.

Don't worry,
You're not alone.
Baby, those days are gone.
I promise you it'll get better (better).
Corazon a Corazon.

- Corazón (You're Not Alone ) - Prima J

2010-10-07T22:05:00.003+08:00

Pretty Girl Rock

helooo! :) Today is another day in school. I just felt very blehhh today. But it was okay... I guess. Oh and today is the last day for the Form 5s. For some reason, it's gonna be really weird without the elder ones around. Sighh... The first one i hugged was Sandy, which was so unexpected. and then Jaywen! D: Gonna miss them. Gonna miss the senior Councillors too. Sadd. I didn't cry at first but then when i say Jay, it was just ='/ SUCKS. She's like a sister, can't blame me. Oh well... :/ Gonna miss the 5th Formers, that's for sure.

Oh, and yesterday we got our TIMETABLES. awesome ey? D: pfft. It's like so long, i don't even wanna look at it. It's scary. I didnt even bother to count the days. D: Practicals are starting on Monday and then on Wednesday then on Saturday. Hopefully it'll turn out well. Practicals aren't my thing. I'll always get the results wrong. and i don't know how to calculate stuff. Like concentration and blah blah... scary-ness. And i have not studied yet. shucks.

OOOH, and i've also started playing PLANTS vs. ZOMBIES. It's sooooo FUN. I shall thank TWX and LRJ for talking about it and thank TWX for the game. HAHA! It's soooo awesome. Usually only played it with Ckg. Jal's iPhone. Now, i get to play it on COMP. awesomeness. But, damn, like i said, exams are coming. AHHH!!

Anyways, I've just finished reading this book called " The Summer I Turned Pretty" by Jenny Han today. AND it's really really good. It's so good I finished it in like 3 days? No, i'm not a fast reader, i am extremely slow reader. So yes, if the book can be read finished by me in 3 days, it's good. Then again, I don't know if it's me or the words are big. But the book's good. I love the summer feeling when you read these summer books. It's soooooo nice. So yes, i definitely recommend it to people who loves Summers. (A) I sooooo would wanna get the next one or the continuation! Wanted to get it when i bought the first one, but Borders didn't have it. But i bought the 1st one anyways and I am very glaaaad I did. :) I just did a little research on the book. I think it has another book besides "It's Not Summer Without You" which is the second. I think there's a THIRD. (A) Let's hope I can get them ALL. (A) hahaha. And the covers are just really pretty. HAHA!

Pretty Cover ey?

I WAAAAAAAANT! (A)

Hmm.. whaat else. Oh And Idownloaded a few songs two days ago? Yeahh, which included Speak Now by Taylor Swift which i at first found not that greaat, but now, after I heard it a few times, it's quite good, but still not greaat. heh.. :) It's like so unreal, but you never know what can happen, even at a wedding. Must have been something. I downloaded Pretty Girl Rock by Keri Hilson! It's a veryy catchy song. Even though the song's a bit vain, i don't know but i see it as like a GIRL POWER song, it's like to let out that girl power every girl has in them! :) HAHAHA. It's good, very very good. Okay, what i just said, was pretty much lame but Girls, definitely must listen to it. :) EVERYONE's BEAUTIFUL :D The other song i downloaded was that new Nelly Furtado song who I personally dont like, but download anyways. And yes, i still don't like her. HAHA. she's not that great. HEHE.

Hmm.. that's all for now then. goodnight & goodbye everyone! x.

I can talk about it,

Cause i know that i'm pretty.

And If you know it too,
then ladies sing it with me.

All eyes on me when i walk in.

No question that this girl's a ten.

Don't hate me cause I'm beautiful,

Don't hate me cause I'm beautiful.

My walk, My talk, the way i dress,

It's not my fault so please don't trip.

Don't hate me cause I'm beautiful,
Don't hate me cause I'm beautiful.

Aye, now do the pretty girl rock.

-Pretty Girl Rock - Keri Hilson.

2010-10-05T20:49:00.002+08:00

SPEAK NOW

WHY OH WHYYYYYYY?! D:

You must be wondering why I said what I said and why that picture is there?
Aren't YOU?

ARGHHH! That's cause the album's coming out on 25th October. Which means I won't be able to listen to it on the day it comes out, thanks to paper wasting thing called EXAMS! D: It sucks. Yes, I am very much obsessed, i mean, I just admire or look up to her so much. She's sooo good and her songs are just AMAZING! Then again, i hope this album won't disappoint as her other albums were really really really good. Just sucks not to be able to hear the songs as soon as it comes out. I'll be able to hear a few only. Cause some are out before the 25th. But still, it sucks. Oh well... BUT, i just listened to "Speak Now" the single, and it isn't bad. Only listened to it like twice. But still, it's a good song.

That's all i have to say,
goodbye.
x.

2010-10-05T19:04:00.002+08:00

it's the short hellos and the long goodbyes.

Heleeww~ :) Obviously nobody reads my blog anymore, but i shall just go on updating. Nothing much to do anyways and i couldn't sleep and currently having this annoying headache. ARGHH, hope you go away, A.S.A.P. :)

Anyways, School today was blehh, got really moody and practically didnt wanna talk the first half of the day after another round of crying, early in the morning. Weird eyh? How you can cry in the morning? HAHA. It's all thanks to huiling, my bestest friend. HAHA! :) Noo, i'm not blaming her. Just stuff that she told me, followed by a long speech of me graduating next year and not with her. And etc. GAHHH, gonna miss her so much. Typing this even makes me all teared up. But yeahh.. So Not ready to face o'levels, or worse yet, the REAL WORLD. Gonna miss her so so so much! :/

Oooh, and today, i wasted a lot of time at Expression, actually wasted an amount of time since last week. * those hours will anyway be used by my sleeping, heh * Anyways, back to the topic, so i was supposedly starting my vocal lessons, last week, but in the end the teacher was sick. But at least there was Piano. But this week, was just sad. Had no piano lesson and VOCAL! D: arghh. Sucked. My piano teacher said I had vocal lessons today, but in the end the teacher, actually i don't know what happened. Scheduling problems, i guess. SAD! I was actually really looking forward to the lesson since it was my first. I WAS REALLY REALLY EXCITED! and SCARED! at the same time. But when they told me there werent lessons, i get a slight relief but also got disappointed. Can't blame me, was really looking forward to it. Hopefully the lesson could be Next week!

Anyways, luckily, today, while supposedly waiting for my lesson, i had weichun to talk to. It was actually quite interesting. And the people who came in, probably thought i was crazy or something. I get the feeling i talked really loudly. HEH.. my bad. :s But yeah, it was a really weird/ good convo, i guess? :O Told him a lot of stuff. And etc. etc. etc. His an awesome friend, oh wait, correction, brother? Idk, his just a greaaaaat friend. HAHA. He listens to be blab blab blab, I don't know he complaints or find me annoying or not. But he listens an gives advices! and that's why i love this guy [as a best friend kinda way no more than that, just to be clear before any rumours or whatever happens again =S ], one of my greatest friend or shall I say 2days older than I am, bro? :P HEHEHHE. ooooh, and i also saw paulson and alystair there. hehe. ;)

So that's all nothing much to say... Just wanted to update on what i did today. :) goodbye. ;)

OOOH OOOH, and and and, i think i'm on the newspaper today! (A) ahhaa, no, it's actually US! :) The girls i dont know if the guys are there or not. If you still don't get what i'm talking abt, i bet you didnt, hahaha! I'm confusing eyy? Anyways, i was talking abt the junior council dance thingy. I myself, havent seen it. But people are telling me. Should I be happy? Or should I not? hmm... Hahaha. :)

2010-10-04T21:37:00.003+08:00

All Those Pretty Lights.

Heyy! Another Update Again~ Today is just another day. As the days pass the exams are pretty much, getting closer. So NOT ready for 'em. And plus that'll mean the year's ending soon. and the next year is STARTING! and that'll mean my last year in school. =/ And i realized this year, I have not done anything productive at all. The days are passing just like that. It still feels like the start of the year, but we're already in the month of OCTOBER! Weird.

And yes, today is just like any other day. pretty much, UNPRODUCTIVE! D: I went from home, to school, then home. And what i was doing home? WATCHING SERIES-es and sleeping. like i said, unproductive. The only productive thing I do is Watching and Downloading Series-es, not forgetting songs as well. heh..~ oh well.. Oooh, and i mentioned studying, talking about studying. I haven't started studying for my practical exams, which are coming soon. And we all know how the days are passing. Soo... D:

Oh, and today, my mom's saloon apparently re-opened, AGAIN! Since she recently just renovated it. It's weird how things can look bigger or in some cases smaller after a renovation. My mom's saloon does not look that dead anymore. Yes, I kinda admit, it looked a bit dull before, but now, It's soo bright and nice. and just really pretty. I likee it. Red and White. :) hahaha. Spent a lot of time on Saturday night, i think. Putting back her stuff and getting scolded and arranging stuff etc. etc. OOOOH and it's cold! Iloikeee~ :) hahaha. Okay, this is just random, talking abt my mom's saloon. Pfft. MOVING ON! haha.

OOOH, As i mentioned Seriees-es. I've just watched Pretty Little Liars till the mid-finale last night. YES, only the Mid-Finale. D: The season 1 continuation is only gonna start next year, which means, i gotta wait and obviously that sucks cause it's SERIOUSLY GOOD. The ending was soo.... let's just say, I REALLY WANNA WATCH THE NEXT EPISODE. It's so Mysterious and Exciting. Oh and their clothes are just Uh- Maz-ing! Really amazing! Very pretty things they wear. So jealous. Oh and did i mention the guys in the SHOW are really really really CUTE? :P haha. Even their teacher's cute. Omg. haha. YES, I really can't Wait.

Oh and I also can't wait to watch Skins Season 5 and 6. Can't wait to see what's the storyline and all that. New Generation. I am still missing Generation 1 and not to mention Generation 2. HAHA. I sorta regret I watched all 4 seasons so quickly during the holidays and all but you can't really blame me, It was really Awesome. Oh and I really liked Maxxie in Gen 1, he is sooooooo CUTE! Even though his gay and all that. He's cute. haha. and Freddie in Gen 2. His soooo freaking CUTE too! :D haha. Oh and his so sweet, i mean, to Effie. Good show, good show! Can't wait to spot the next cute one in Gen 3. ;) haha.

Yes, i can go on and on about shows. But whatever, I'll just state what i watched, I've watched How I Met Your Mother Season 1, only, too lazy to continue, but i have all the seasons, I think, I'm just lazy. Big Bang Theory, also Season 1. I sorta watch Jersey Shore, it's FUNNY and Hilarious, people can get sooo VAIN. I've downloaded Gossip Girl Season 4, first few episode, I don't wanna watch it cause exams are near and I'm actually scared I might get addicted, Same goes for 90210, but i watched the 1st episode today, cause cause i was soooo ANXIOUS to know what happened. I've watched Greek till the end of Season 3. And I have NOT watched Glee Season 2, can you believe that? HAHA. Seriously, haven't started it, haven't download it. =S weird eyy? I havent started watching Modern Family at all, even after being told to watch by my sister or shall i say sisters since even Natalie watches it. I'm just not that into it. HAHA. Oh and while typing all these out, I realize i'm not that into Comedy shows. It's weird, i know. D:

Anyways, moving on. I saw this on Yahoo! News this afternoon. Its really cool. It's Brain Teasers and Optical Illusions. I personally find it interesting, yes, I find optical illusions and all those mind things interesting. It tests what your eyes and brain can see or do, or something like that, idk. Hehh.. Couldn't link it here. Because the link is, weirddd. Anyway, you can, hopefully, find it on Yahoo! Games. Just search for Brain Teasers and Optical Illusions. If you wanna see it or something. SORRY! :S

Hmm.. I guess, that's all i wanna say. I bet you're probably bored to death already. don't know what else to say. Goodbyeee! :) xo.

Oh, the title is a song title by Andrew Belle. The song's not that bad, got it from Pretty Little Liars. :)

2010-10-02T13:15:00.002+08:00

Heloooooo, people of the world. Okay, maybe people who reads my very much DEAD blog! HAHA~

Okay, i just am really random, so i decided to do this Song thing which i got off FACEBOOK! Cause i just felt like blogging. HAHA :) Anyways, hereee weee gooo :)

STEPHEN - Ke$ha

RULES:

1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next song button to get your answer.

3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

4. Tag 25 friends

5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.

6. Have Fun :D

01) SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?

- Play My Music - Jonas Brothers

02) HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?

- Innocence - Avril Lavigne

03) WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?

- Bitter Heart - Zee Avi

04) HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?

- Cowboy Casanova - Carrie Underwood

05) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?

- Run - Leona Lewis

06) WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?

- Untouchable - Girls Aloud

07) WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?

- Lovestoned - Boyce Avenue

08) WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?

- Hello, Just Go & All Night Long - Danny Gokey & Lionel Richie

09) WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?

- E.T. - Katy Perry

10) WHAT IS 2 + 2?

- Gravity - John Mayer

11) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?

- Six Candles - FM Static

12) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?

- Stay With Me - Colbie Caillat

13) WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?

- Hoedown Throwdown - Miley Cyrus

14) WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

- Speechless - The Veronicas

15) WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?

- Rock And Roll - Eric Hutchinson

16) WHAT SONG WILL PLAYED AT YOUR FUNERAL?

- Lonely Love Song - Spectacular! Cast

17) WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?

- Diamond - Chipmunk

18) WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?

- Trampoline - Never Shout Never

19)WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?

- Take Me On the Floor - The Veronicas ft. Pitbull

20) WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?

- Ugly - Sugababes

21) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?

- Why - Basshunter

22) WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?

- Stephen - Ke$ha

This is another one, cause i am really bored. This is from my recently added playlist, yes obviously I just downloaded Selena Gomez & The Scene's album. HAHAHA! :)

Spotlight - Selena Gomez & The Scene

RULES:

1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next song button to get your answer.

3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

4. Tag 25 friends

5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.

6. Have Fun :D

01) SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?

- Katy On a Mission - Katy B

02) HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?

- Off the Chain - Selena Gomez & The Scene

03) WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?

- Pictures of You - The Last Goodnight

04) HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?

- That Girl - David Choi

05) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?

- Scar - Missy Higgins

06) WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?

- Stuck With Each Other - Shontelle

07) WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?

- Intuition - Selena Gomez & The Scene

08) WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?

- Fight For This Love - The Wanted

09) WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?

- Dog Days Are Over - Florence and the Machine

10) WHAT IS 2 + 2?

- Impossible - Shontelle

11) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?

- Hold My Heart - Sara Bareilles

12) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?

- Rock God - Selena Gomez & The Scene

13) WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?

- Misery - Maroon 5

14) WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

- A Year Without Rain (EK's Future Classic Remix ) - Selena Gomez & the Scene

15) WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?

- Just The Way You Are- Bruno Mars

16) WHAT SONG WILL PLAYED AT YOUR FUNERAL?

- All Time Low - The Wanted

17) WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?

- Summer's Not Hot - Selena Gomez & The Scene

18) WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?

- Happy Ending - Mika

19)WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?

- Sick Of You - Selena Gomez & the Scene

20) WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?

- Just A Dream - Nelly

21) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?

- Start Without You - Alexandra Burke

22) WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?

- Spotlight - Selena Gomez & The Scene

That's all, gooodbye peopleee~ :) x.

this is the way you left me,

I'm not pretending.

No Hope, No Love, No Glory,

No Happy Ending.

Mika- Happy Ending.

2010-09-26T11:30:00.004+08:00

JUST A DREAM~

Ohhokaaay, my blog's been dead for what seems like years. :S I guess, i've been too busy juggling with soo many things~ Grrr... I will try my best to update once in a while. I recently have stopped updating my twitter and tumblr. Cause i guess, i'm just too lazy and busy. :S BUT! I think most of you KNEW, my facebook was DEACTIVATED, but now its ACTIVATED again. AHAHA. :) Yeah, i honestly don't know how you guys handle soooo many accounts and some of you out there have all of 'em, all of them meaning Tumblr, Twitter, blogger, Facebook and Formspring. I was thinking to actually create a formspring account but i'm actually pretty much scared I wont have the time to answer those questions. So, that's still in thinkin process. HAHA~ :)

Soooo, School~ Well, it just started a week ago? And it's pretty much REAAAAALY tiring, it seems like it's been weeks. Teacher's day which was supposedly on 23rd is moved to 28th but SAS is celebrating it on 27th! :) Which is tomorrow. I'll be performing a dance with a bunch of my fellow councillors, a dance we went to LeSwan Studio ( ithink) to learn. It might be weird and all or whatever, but in the end it was really really really fun and tiring!! :) HAHAHA. Oh and we're gonna be singing a SONG! yayyy! :) hahaha. hope it all turns out well. ;) hahahhaa. Oooh and in advance to teachers' whose reading my blog,

HAPPY

TEACHER'S

DAY! :)

- hope you'll enjoy tmrw! :) even though you'd still have to teach for half the day! :S

Hmm... not sure what else to talk about. *thinking,thinking,thinking* Okay, i have no idea what else to talk about, GOODBYE everyone! thanks for reading! :)

i was thinkin bout' him,

thinkin bout me,

thinkin bout us.

and what we're gonna be.

I opened my eyes,

it was only

just a dream.

- Just a dream - Nelly.

2010-03-19T22:05:00.003+08:00

Jump then Fall.

HEYYYYYY! (: HOLIDAAAAAAAAAAYS ARE HERE, but with Holiday hwks, which i have not started. It's only the first day, cant blame me :) hahaha. I bet everyone has aready gone out, partying, hanging out with friends or whatsoever, but me, sadly, i have not done anything. ): oh well, the last time i hung out with friends was on the 10th of January which is like soooo long ago. Oh wel... I'm such an ANTI SOCIAL PERSON. ):

Anyways, today's my mom's birthday! went to Charcoal for dinner. (Y) hahaha. Nothing big. Oh yeahh and we had CAKE! :D it was Chocolate Blueberry cake from Mum Bakery! :D haha. Anyways,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

MOMMY!!

And and, today is also the last day for BARRY to hang with the St.Androids (sp?) since his mom wouldnt let him hang with us after he moves to CHMS. Its so so so Sad that i couldnt make it. But, I bet they had tons of fun tho. But i'll definitely miss him =/ oh well.... i'll miss you, BARRY LEE TSEEN HOI. ):

OH YEAH OH YEAH OH YEAH, The entrepreneurship fair was on WED as mentioned. It was OKAY, not too bad. hahaha. It was fun frosting the cupcakes fr people and asking them to put their toppings. HAHA! :D Although, there was a rocky moment at the end, it was OKAYY!

Anyways, i have nothing to say now, so BYE! :D hehe. HAND (:

lyrics to:

Jump then Fall by Taylor Swift. (I loveee this song a lot! ;] )

I like the way you sound in the morning
We're on the phone and without a warning
I realize your laugh is the best sound
I have ever heard

I like the way I can't keep my focus
I watch you talk, you didn't notice
I hear the words but all I can think is
We should be together
Every time you smile, I smile
And every time you shine, I'll shine for you

Whoa oh, I'm feeling you baby
Don't be afraid to
Jump then fall
Jump then fall into me
Be there, I'm never gonna leave you
Say that you wanna be with me too
So I'm a stay through it all
So jump then fall

I like the way your hair falls in your face
You got the keys to me
I love each freckle on your face, oh
I've never been so wrapped up, honey
I like the way you're everything I ever wanted

I had time to think it oh, over
And all I can say is come closer
Take a deep breath then jump then fall into me
Cause Every time you smile, I smile
And every time you shine, I'll shine for you

Whoa oh, I'm feeling you baby
Don't be afraid to
Jump then fall
Jump then fall into me
Be there, i'm never gonna leave you
Say that you wanna be with me too
So I'm a stay through it all
So jump then fall

The bottom's gonna drop out from under our feet
I'll catch you, I'll catch you
And people say things that bring you to your knees
I'll catch you
The time is gonna come when you're so mad you could cry
But I'll hold you through the night until you smile

Whoa oh, I need you baby
Don't be afraid, please
Jump then fall
Jump then fall into me
Be there, never gonna leave you
Say that you wanna be with me too
So I'm a stay through it all
So jump then fall
Jump then fall baby
Jump then fall into me, into me

Every time you smile, I smile
And every time you shine, I shine
And every time you're here
Baby I'll show you, I'll show you
You can Jump then fall, jump then fall
Jump then fall into me, into me, yeah

Whoa oh, I'm feeling you baby

Don't be afraid to

Jump then fall

Jump then fall into me

Be there, i'm never gonna leave you

Say that you wanna be with me too

So I'm a stay through it all

So jump then fall

taylor swift's Jump then fall.

♥

2010-03-15T15:00:00.004+08:00

Bad Day.

OMG. TODAY IS A REALLY REALLY REALLY BAD DAY FOR ME. ): UGHH.... this sucks badd. It all started at around 12 something, went on facebook and saw something which made me really really SAD and nearly or sorta kinda brought me to tears. But i think its kinda fine now, cause i just wanna SHUT the hell UP about it and never say anything else. The next thing, when i was getting ready for school, realized my school shoes were BROKEN and was nearly in two pieces, so, i went to get super glue and glued my shoe and GUESS WHAT?! The damn-ing super glue got on my SKIRT. -.- Had to change it, just went my driver was here, so I had to make him and the people in the car wait. :S Okayy, nevermind about that, then, in SCHOOL, before assembly, i was at the canteen which hui ling and nat, then i went out to check if there was assembly and there was, and suddenly, Joshua and Seng Chuan were saying something about pranking, i was like WHAT PRANK? then they say, put a girl lah, then in the end, that girl was me, and the prank was to START THE ASSEMBLY, which i thought was OKAY at first, and when people start coming in, it freaked me out a bit, and when i got up the stage, I WAS PANICK-ING already. When i saw all those people, it totally make me BLANK. -.- IT WAS SO FREAAAAKING SCARY. I SAID A LOT OF THINGS WRONG AND RAN IN A DUMB WAY to the side of the stage while Muq was doing the State Prayer. I feel really STUPID for running and saying things wrongly and SHYT lahh. I SCREWED UP THE ASSEMBLY. ): Suckks. And during recess, i guess it was fine, just felt really DOWN and EMO after what happened earlier. AND then, Aaron asked what my number is out of no where, and asked again after recess, i thought i was in HUGE HUGE HUGE trouble. AND I got teary-eyed and cried a little and it turns out to be Nothing much, just someone who actually wasnt suppose to know. AT LEAST, the suckiness of the day only lasted until recess! and i hope nothing bad's gonna happen to me. ):

Anywayyysssss,

CREATE- A - CUPCAKE!

(by Josephine Teo, Jojo Yeoh, Rachel Yap, Jasmine Teo, Sandra Chin and Audrey Teo)

( the pictures are from Google )

- its a little stall opened to All Students of SAS and only on Wednesday (17/3/10) for the entrepreneurship fair. It is located at the Foyer, in front of the National Day posters which is next to the Bio Lab.

- Main thing sold are obviously, CUPCAKES! So, it works like this, choose the flavour of your cupcake and then choose the frosting and to add a little extra something, you can add any of the toppings offered by us!

Pleaaase Come! and at least Take a Look and of course, if you want to ( and We hope you will) Creaate your own cupcake! :D *flyers are located behind your class, take a look! and and there's a coloured flyer placed on the notice board *where the Talentine poster is placed* which is next to the Canteen which is also next to the Hall. Takee a LOOOOK! ;)

Hmm.. i guess, that's all from me today! ;) HAND. xoxo. Byee~ :D